Now

I’m all alone,

wishing I were not so alone,

watching Youtube on my television,

wishing had plans

but I never have plans.

I remember when,

when I lived in a city,

when I would go out

and take the Red

to NoHo

or the 10

to WeHo

but now I am here

in the middle of nowhere

not even a city nearby

or public transit…

Here I am dreaming of those times before

when I lived

but now all I do is dream…