My phone is silent,
no one to make it
break this silence.
My heart races
as the blood flows down
making it harder.
I see the images of lust
like it’s all that I’m after
but there’s more to my longing
than a quick one with a stranger.
I follow my heart
to depart the old ways,
while looking for someone to share a bed with,
I am seeking someone to share my laughter
and someone to hold me when I am sadder
than I’ve ever been because no matter
what I’m feeling
I need someone to be there by my side.
I want to be in your life
not just in you as I remedy my feelings
of longing and desire.
I want so much more but I also want what so many are after,
we could have that time
to express our passion
but I need more than this or nothing matters.
Do you hear me?
I want to be more than someone that sticks it wherever,
though there’s a rush of emotion
when it’s happening
I now that only love really matters.
No one ever sends me signals,
or am I just blind to your purpose,
letting me know they are ready
to get to know me more.
I have a need like a torch
burning brightly inside.