This Place I’m in…

I’ve been thinking of these ideas for so long now,

Once many years ago I had dreams and a hope for something better

But then those bitter moments left me afraid to take chances.

Are we alone in this world even when surrounded in a crowded bar?

I find it assuring to know that I’m not alone in my misery.

I remember now back then I didn’t know the darkness that would find me in my desperate hour,

I am looking for something that I don’t know how to find

And I don’t know what it looks like but it’s definitely different from this Place I’m in right now.