I lay awake trying to recall a time when I was not on my own.

These days I wait for an inspiration but my mind remains blank .

These days I feel so low and even when things are good I wonder how long these good feelings will remain.

I dream so much but ever doubting the odds of these dreams of mine being more than a memory of simple times.

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