One Night so many years ago…

By jasonwhitaker29171 on May 31, 2020

The day is almost over as I scan the street. I do not know if you will ever appear but I wait with anticipation. We have messaged for hours and now we’re meeting in real life.

I am nervous. I’ve done this before but each time I am apprehensive.

I’ve never had a boyfriend and I doubt I will ever have one. All I have ever known were moments fleeting. Times shared with a stranger. Each time a different stranger.

You show up as I am about to give up on you. This night but a memory I am living once again. This moment gone so long and now I am left with nothing but these memories of when I was searching.

In my room that night I loved being with you. Sometimes I wonder where you are now. I wonder what it would have been like to have you asa boyfriend. I think about you as you were then. I think about those moments we shared. If you could only hold me close again. These nights, now alone, I wonder what it would be like to have someone to share my days and night with.

In my memory I find you again. I wonder what it would have been like to have known you longer than just one night.

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