I’ve been around some. I know the pain of loss and the tears that come from this pain.

I’ve been looking for something all of these years that I sought with the wrong actions.

I planted my seed. I wanted more but I never imagined it could be.

The numbers seem so high but looking back I’ve not been with as many guys as that.

It was easy mostly. Sitting back. They went down and I closed my eyes.

These times were complicated and even I don’t understand why I did all of the things I’ve done.

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