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Not Wanted

I wake up to a new day wondering how I’ll get through these hours. I’m alone dreaming of a better life but in these struggles of life I’m on my own.

I’m adrift, miles from safe harbor, miles from comfort in being myself. I just don’t know how to make it through these hours wanting more from life not knowing how to be myself when so much is against me.

I’m drifting while dreaming and in my mind I’m screaming because I feel the pressure now to be more than I’ve ever been.

I woke up alone, nothing new, just me alone wanting more from my life when I know I’m not allowed to achieve my dreams because I’m not the one they’d ever shine a light upon.

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