I started with a dream that was crushed along the way from childhood.

I’ve lived uncertain always knowing no one wanted me around. Their words spoken like ghosts in my life afterwards.

I’ve been bullied and teased all of these years of my life and now I’m drifting through a sea of doubt and depression looking for a dream I’ve had all of my life.

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