One night. We had one night together. Never would I hear from you after, one night we had that was so special for me. I wanted more than one night. I needed more than one night. It wasn’t even the entire night but a small portion of a night I’ll […]
Hey, it’s been so long since I’ve seen you. I’ve thought of you so many times. I wonder what it would’ve felt like to be inside of you. The tip was there the shaft wouldn’t get very far. We didn’t know what we were doing so we stopped when it […]
I had this dream and I was inside of you. I told you how far I’d go, how deep, knowing that being here with you is all I’d ever need from you. I dreamt of two lovers, wanting to be with me, wanting us three to be together. I dreamt […]
Somewhere I lost myself looking for myself. These years gone feel wasted. words unspoken for so long.
He sat down as we chatted away. I was drawn to him as he spoke to me. After much small talk we kissed until his flesh was in my mouth…
I consume as I grow into myself. Strange it is this need to find someone to love.
Sometimes I don’t think you know me at all. I feel so alone all of the time. I’m sad so much of the time. I feel the pressure to do well in all that I do that I find myself unable to do anything. You look at me and you […]
I see the days go by, time is here again to decide my future plans. I survived those days and hours but now I’m drifting along with the many breezes of my life. I’m trying to find the way to go while I’m uncertain of everything.
Sometimes you are so surprised by me but I’ve never different before. I am complex and each moment I feel different emotions. I want to love someone but will anyone ever love me back? I’m feeling like a queen without a throne or crown. I’m my own lost tribe. I’ve […]
A shadow crosses the land, green fields and woodland flood plains, beneath giant puffy clouds drifting across a light blue sky. I hear birds chirping as I dream leisurely in my chair outside in my backyard. I, alone, see the wind blowing through the trees and the squirrels jumping from […]
I was staring at the ceiling the other night, dreaming of of those times when I thought I knew so much, wondering if I’d ever feel so certain again.
I found a dream of you the other day. I find myself wondering if we’ll ever be more than a dream I dream so many nights. Could I ever find love in this world? Are you out there looking for me m?
If I could say the things I feel out loud without doubt I’d be free. I’m captive to my fear and doubt. I want so much from life yet I don’t go after these goals and dreams because I doubt my future success.
I find myself thinking of a night watching stars. I was alone as I have been most of my life. These nights alone dreaming of future I have yet to find are the loneliest of my hours.
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Late at night I shift through the memories.
I hear the music in the night, soundtrack of my life, playing loudly.
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I imagine the day when I’ll not be alone. I spend my days searching for purpose for everything. I type names of celebrities to find out their latest movie or tv show. These walls so plain. My only escape is through my computer screen. I listen to music, my muse, […]
I grow magic beans in the space between the trees, sell them on the road side, waiting for that giant to fall from its kingdom above. These hours alone I pass the time thinking of a worm hole in the back of my mind taking me back to the places […]