I’m not ready for anything. These hours I spend dreaming of a better life wasted on dreaming when I’m not one of those people that’s given opportunities in life. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://www.danscomp.com/fit-bike-co-2021-str-bmx-bike-lg-20.75-toptube-light-pink-29-r2-str-lg-lp/p-5uqrszeqtmqeqage Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: […]
Sometimes. Sometimes is now. I’m stranded alone wishing I could find a way to change the circumstances of my life. Sometimes I feel trapped in my depression and anxiety. Wishing I could do more but I fear failure so I give up before I try. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://www.danscomp.com/fit-bike-co-2021-str-bmx-bike-lg-20.75-toptube-light-pink-29-r2-str-lg-lp/p-5uqrszeqtmqeqage Please continue reading […]
Sometimes I wake up alone after strange dreams and I feel like I’ve been somewhere but I’ve not been out of my room for days now. I feel it in my bones, a need to be elsewhere, but here is all I have for now. I miss so much that’s […]
Do you have ever feel so alone in the middle of the day? Watching time pass through the things on your computer screen? I feel a desire rushing through me like a fire burning. A need for more but what should I do when I don’t have a clear solution […]
I’ve had dreams all of my life. There’s nothing that could take them out of my mind. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh gf.me/u/zngxxz Watch me Live each night on my […]
I stare at my computer screen trying to remember moments of joy in my life. It’s not been so easy to be me my entire life. You made me feel things. I was in love with you but all you wanted was all that we ever had. We sat together […]
Ghost Teacher #114 Ghost Teacher #114 A few weeks ago I moved to this town with my mom. She was kind of lost after my dad died. She needed a restart so I had a restart in my life as well. It was like starting over agin when playing a […]
Ghost Teacher #113 I walk through woods unfamiliar to me following clues from dreams I recently dreamt. Does this make me crazy? Before arriving in this town I would never have been so adventurous as to follow clues from dreams but here I am alone in the woods with a […]
Ghost Teacher #112 I sit at my desk. I stare at my walls. It’s a Saturday. I have nothing to do but think. I have finished my homework. I have no cases to solve. I have no places to explore. I am bored. I thought that I wanted some time […]
Ghost Teacher #111 Mr. Smith once told me that sometimes dreams have a way of revealing things to us, either about ourselves or the world around us, and the dream I had after visiting that house was little of both. I recall the beginning, like a prologue to a greater […]
Ghost Teacher #110 The first time I went into the big house on the hill I was amazed at how much stuff could fit into each room. It was a maze of piles. I was there to interview the lady that lives in the house about her vast collection of […]
Ghost Teacher #109 Late at night, I sit alone in my room and I imagine what if things had been different. I know that it’s a waste of time but I don’t know how to stop thinking about what if he had not died. I sit here now thinking about […]
If we stay we’ll never be anywhere but where we started off. I’ve been dreaming so long I’ve forgotten what it was like to not imagine what life could become. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: […]
Sometimes I think of the things I’ve done and the places I’ve been. Have you ever been happy with your life or is there always something you’d change if you could? http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these […]
I lost my voice one night I needed it the most. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh gf.me/u/zngxxz Watch me Live each night on my Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuZxvV2KZgC8nkSHYtUoAkQ https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker http://paypal.me/jason29171 https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G […]
I started out slowly trying to find my pace. I can face the day just the way I am. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh gf.me/u/zngxxz Watch me Live each night […]
Ghost Teacher #108 We sit in a small cafe. We are silent as those around us fill the void with talk. We sip from cups of coffee trying to feel older. We’re waiting for one of us to speak up. His name is Alex. The one thing that I do […]
Ghost Teacher #107 Have you ever felt as though you were being watched? I felt like several sets of eyes were upon me as soon as I began walking through the fair to leave. The fair worker did not tell me much directly but I had a thought that I […]
I feel time pulling me forward, it never stops, it keeps going no matter how I feel. http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh gf.me/u/zngxxz Watch me Live each night on my Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuZxvV2KZgC8nkSHYtUoAkQ https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker http://paypal.me/jason29171 https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://gurushots.com/jasonwhitaker29171/photos https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography […]
Good morning! I feel so alone but maybe I’ve always been alone. Where do I find him if I’m always here alone dreaming of what could have been? http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh gf.me/u/zngxxz Watch me Live each night […]
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