I’m awake and I’m barely aware of the ringing bells of time marching through with the band to conclude another hour passing to the rhythm of my heart beating faster than the moments are gone before my eyes. I’m not here to do as you will. My life is my […]
I had a strange dream this morning. It’s now a jumble of moments remembered. I was in a school and looking at my schedule. I thought in my dream how this school was easier and cheaper than my previous school. I just wasn’t sure what exactly my next classes would […]
We sat together in your van. Your hand explored and your hand found me. I press my lips against your lips and I discover your mouth with my tongue. I miss your kiss and I miss you next to me. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G […]
I feel the change in the room as you take off your pants. I’ve waited for hours to see you like this and I don’t want it to end. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: […]
Drifting along through the day alone like I’m a ship adrift at sea. No place to go but I have a busy day ahead of me. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ […]
It is the morning. Nothing special. Just another day trying to do better than the day before. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh gf.me/u/zngxxz Watch me live each night on […]
The trees sway as a new day begins with light rays through my window. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh gf.me/u/zngxxz Watch me live each night on my Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuZxvV2KZgC8nkSHYtUoAkQ […]
I’ve waited for the call that never comes. Sat for hours a uncertain of what’s to come. Watching time moving second by second. Minutes pass so swiftly. I break down the hours into minutes. I’ve heard the silence of not knowing. Here I am again waiting for the uncertain. Please […]
Day ends. Light shifting colors outside my window. Memories fading as dreams taking me far from here. I’m lingering in the space between for now. No time to waste on hesitations. My dreams are vivid now. Escape the past misery for the future’s potential. Please continue reading this blog on […]
I found the place between places. The space beyond other spaces. I go there whenever I need to escape the real places of life. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh […]
I slept through the morning as the rain poured around me. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh gf.me/u/zngxxz Watch me live each night on my Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuZxvV2KZgC8nkSHYtUoAkQ https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker http://paypal.me/jason29171 https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 […]
I feel the need to be with someone. He would hold me and make me feel better. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh gf.me/u/zngxxz Watch me live each night on […]
Blue sky. Green grass. Red wagon. Orange juice. I feel the passing of time as a blur of a million things moving at once. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh gf.me/u/zngxxz […]
I watched the ceiling with the spinning fan as the light grew dim through the lightly veiled windows. A moment of time upon my mind as I wonder how I’ll move forward next. My life could change so suddenly and I’d be lost in a million things. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please continue […]
I’m trying to remember the name of the boy that I had my first kiss with but now I wonder if I ever knew his name. We were alone in that fort of wood but looking back now it was just a box with a door. Read my Patreon to […]
I followed the stream away from the mountain. The screams from last night still ringing in my head. I stop momentarily to wash the red from my fingertips. The moments from last night flash before me from time to time but I still can’t recall everything that occurred last night. […]
I hear the words but I’m uncertain of how to react to such bad news. I’m sad now and soon I’ll be sadder. I can’t imagine life without you. I’m not ready to live without you. These days are limited and I want to make them matter but I’m uncertain […]
Alone at the dream factory he sang songs aloud he wrote about the things around his daily life. He wrote songs about the pillow factory next door. He wrote about the birds singing in the trees in the park where he has his lunch when it’s nice outside. In the […]
I feel the rain in the air surrounding me like a veil. Night comes suddenly like an uninvited guest. Days end and I have no rest. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe: […]
Into the empty I peer. Vast colors of sky and land converging along a line. Empty is not a void. Sounds echo as I walk along the line between night and day. Echoes of my past in memories flow through my mind. A place imagined is a place lived for […]
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