The day is almost over as I scan the street. I do not know if you will ever appear but I wait with anticipation. We have messaged for hours and now we’re meeting in real life. I am nervous. I’ve done this before but each time I am apprehensive. I’ve […]
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Have you ever watched a movie or read a book and half way through had this feeling that you have already read or watched it before? Sometimes I feel that way about my life. I stand in a field where a house once stood. I can see the walls that […]
I sat alone in silence today, remembering the things that make me wonder, I feel the need to cry when I hear about your loss and suffering. Can I ever be so happy? I go to bed waiting for dreams to take me from here. These days and nights are […]
I started out unsure of so many things, found direction while losing everything, lost so much on my way to discovering the truth. I am here alone again watching the time wondering when I will go to dream again. https://mixer.com/jasonwsc https://www.songtradr.com/user/profile/jason.whitaker Amazon Wish List: https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/1P4JNPHZT4PNR?ref_=wl_share B&H Wish Lists: https://www.bnh.com/wish/d708c22fb2c7d1f91713b6953a9b1957/ https://www.bnh.com/wish/6bf0fe098ba1479a6647d7f85ba48939/ […]
I could never be your hero, nothing special about me, I’m just another nobody looking for a life to live. Here we go again with our many comparisons, who will win this game, when we’ve lost so much to the struggles of this world. I hear your stories, I have […]
Sometimes I feel so alone and empty inside, watching days go by these hours progressing towards nothing again, wishing that I could do more than linger here alone. Can you feel these feelings? They bring me so low. Everything is empty, I’m hollow and I’m waiting to be filled by […]
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I have no idea how to begin this. I mean where do I begin? The World changed. I changed. I was not myself for so many years. I regret the person I became. I hate the word most use to describe the person I was during those years. Zombie. I […]
I woke up in a strange land surrounded by nothing familiar. I followed a stranger to this place I first thought I had imagined. I followed through a door in that tree down into the ground and up out the other side. I don’t know where things turned upside down. […]
My story has no proper beginning. There is stuff about my story that occured before I was born. My story began with my parents. The problem is that to tell you this story properly I have to start somewhere in the middle. I was living with my grandparents because my […]
They said it was sudden. They said many things meant to make me feel better. I wanted nothing to do with their good intentions. I wanted to be alone. No one tells you the truth when your dad dies. They want to make you feel better. In truth they want […]
The fields so green and tall. The sky deep blue with specks of white puffy clouds. I hear the train pass where the freeway passes us with not even a sign marking my hometown. What lies beneath is the cause for my story but our paths never cross. I walk […]
I imagine, if you are reading this, that everything I am about to tell you would sound like a lie or something a crazy person imagined but what I am about to write happened. I was there. This is my story. As I witnessed it. I never thought much of […]
I stare out the window into the empty of night. A silence with so many sounds. I want this moment to last longer than is ever possible. I don’t know why I like these moments so much. I like standing in the cool of the eve. I like the way […]
Morning? Can I go back to bed and skip today? I find no excuse for missing school. I mean I could pretend to be sick but the last time I pretended to be sick my mom decided to take me for a doctor’s visit. My reason for wanting to skip […]
It’s late and my mind wanders, with each passing second, from one thing to another. Random. It’s like I’m searching for something that I can care about but all I find are useless things. I guess I should write something. This paper will not write itself. I like to write. […]
I wake up out of breath. I’ve already forgotten the dream but the emotions are still there. I’m feeling things thought I d not know why. It’s like I have amnesia and all I have left are emotions with no known cause. I try to focus on something that will […]
Do you recall those years before, I could lie and pretend I don’t remember you. I think of you at times, what was just a moment in time meant so much to me, times you may want to forget. I was in love but you were just whatever you were, […]
I look back into the memories of a former life, so many years gone, vanished, never to be again. I’ve been through more than I could ever share in words alone. I started out with a dream but tragedies became my friend on a journey that brought me here to […]
