Days spent silently thinking about those years gone, wondering where the many people met along the way have gone. Not that they’re out there thinking about me, remembering a few moments out of the many moments of their lives. I hear the wind howling against the window. I feel no […]
Let’s take a breather and pause for a moment to collect our thoughts and reflect upon where we’ve been and consider what’s possible for us in the future uncertain.
I’m alone in my bed, tired but I cannot sleep, wishing I was not always alone in my bed. I hear the crickets chirp. I hear my cat meow. It’s warm and I don’t feel fine with how things are going with my life.
Late night and I’m in bed remembering those late night rides on my BMX. Down those small streets where no cars were out, not enough to matter. I don’t know where you are now but we rode together. You the various guys I rode with throughout time. I remember you. […]
The wind flows around me as I ride. I feel a freedom I haven’t felt in years. I’m alive again. I have survived. I will be again as I was before but better.
I’m tired. I’m working and I’m bored. I’m lonely and sometimes horny. I want more from life but I’m uncertain of how to change things. I would be more optimistic and productive if so many people would sign up for my Patreon and contribute to my CrowdRise. I’m alone in […]
Are you with me tonight? I hear the rhythm of the silence as my thoughts race and my eagerness to be somewhere other than here.
It’s late tonight as I lay myself down to sleep, no counting sheep, as the sound of rain soothes me towards dreaming of that place of imagination. Let’s sleep until we meet in dreams awake for the sake of saving face. Follow me through each day waiting for the timing […]
I’ve been seeking you, looking for me to find you, waiting for the moment we’ll meet.
Sometimes when I wake up after vivid dreams all I want is someone next to me in bed.
Autumn comes but once a year with cold breeze and leaves falling from the trees. I know it’s late in the night and I need to close my eyes but all I can think is to think more of you. One way to say how is your day just with […]
I find in the silence, in the in between, after those last words of the last things you said to me I find a purpose that is all I need even though it may not be complete.
I see what you have and I want it all for me. I dream of you each night. Each night I dream of us together for life. I want to see all you have to give.
I feel a need, swallow your seed, slip inside your warmth and fill you with delight. Lick the top, make you pop. Ride that ride all night, stop after daylight. Is tonight as blue for you as it is me? I feel this need to be into you.
My time alone has changed my point of view. I’m waiting for life to bring me more to do.
I fall through my dream to become a part of your story,
The day is long and I’ve been away most of the day. I’m feeling tired and alone. I could top a fit guy so easy now. Just slide through time like it’s unreal. Steal the moment until you’re complete. This feeling I need of being inside, feeling him next to […]
I’m present in this moment. I’m feeling lonely but I’m overcoming. I take my daily attitude and I find it completes me when I allow myself to enjoy this solitude. No one is me. I am my own person. You don’t tell me to change my identity to meet your […]
I have stayed up all these days and nights to find myself back where I started from. No one told me it would be like this. We follow through with their expectations of who we are while trying to please the ones that keep us so low. No changes are […]
He walks through the trees as the trail he was on had stopped. The dead leaves of autumn crunching beneath his feet. He wonders what waits for him. He was told to follow the trail and keep going until he reaches a clearing in the trees where a house would […]