Tag: #abuse

• Sunday, July 31, 2022

  You’ve had me in love with you but you just used me for your games, names dropped, hopes lost, a path found in life from the ashes, pouring down as memories distant yet haunting me still like a pill hard to swallow, words to follow down a rabbit hole on a trail I’ve made to…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 31, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #abuse, #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #breakupwithyourblender, #California, #captive, #cock, #depression, #dialogue, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #friends, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #memory, #patreon, #penis, #poem, #purpose, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #words, #writer, #YAfiction, #youngadult, Blog, Fiction

• Thursday, July 28, 2022

  Miles and miles ago I started with a dream to do more than whatever I’ve done before but doubt kept me down, it has kept me where I started from, but now I’m free of so many voices from my past that haunted my waking hours. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 28, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #abuse, #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #captive, #depression, #dialogue, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #patreon, #penis, #poem, #purpose, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #youngadult, Blog, poetry

• Monday, July 25, 2022

  Linger upon a memory, see the places and faces from before, hear their voices as echoes of what was before, live in that moment of memory and find peace in the passage of time, leaving all of the trauma and tragedy behind. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 25, 2022

  writing

  #abuse, #actors, #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #breakupwithyourblender, #California, #cock, #depression, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #FlashFiction, #friends, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #memory, #past, #patreon, #purpose, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #words, #writer, Blog, Fiction, poetry

• Sunday, July 24, 2022

  Time ticking, licking my wounds pathetically systematically sporadically like I’m accustomed to the trauma of a lifetime lived in the shadows of lesser but oppressors they were with their words and actions. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 24, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #abuse, #actors, #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #depression, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #giftedbyvans, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #patreon, #poem, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, Blog, poetry

• Wednesday, July 20, 2022

  Wednesday, July 20, 2022 I’m considering what more I could do with my writing. I plan to find places to submit my writing. I hope to post more writing on here and on my Patreon. I’m considering how to utilize my writing and photography and filmmaking to make money so that I can afford a…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 20, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #abuse, #actors, #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #beach, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #breakupwithyourblender, #California, #captive, #cock, #comedy, #depression, #dialogue, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #friends, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #giftedbyvans, #hope, #horror, #identity, #images, #Kiss, #Kissing, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #loveisLove, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #patreon, #penis, #poem, #purpose, #Queer, #SC, #screenplay, #ShortStory, #ShortStorySeries, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #TIMETRAVEL, #tmobile, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult, @vansfamily, Blog, Fiction, poetry

• Monday, July 11, 2022

  I feel the changes, I see life changing for me, I feel the waves of changes altering everything. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 11, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #abuse, #actors, #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #beach, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #cock, #comedy, #depression, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #FlashFiction, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #past, Blog, Fiction

• Museum of Memories

  The fog of memory. Lost in mind is time. Drifting around are moments gone. I recall bits and pieces of days gone. A museum of memories in my mind. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Blogs: Comedy: thekelleystvshow.wordpress.com Writing:  fjasonwhitakerwriter.com…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  November 19, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #abuse, #bicycle, #BMX, #Christmas, #comedy, #COUNtrymusic, #dialogue, #emotions, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #Ghost, #Halloween, #Holidays, #images, #Kiss, #Kissing, #LGBT, #love, #loveisLove, #NavyChaplain, #poem, #resist, #SC, #screenplay, #ShortStory, #SouthCarolina, #Summer, #Thanksgiving, #TIMETRAVEL, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #words, #writer, #Zombies, poetry

• Whole Again

  I wish I could be so bold in my life but these strings keep me down. I feel the tug to be like someone else when my real self keeps reaching up towards greater heights. I imagine being myself but who am I when these tragedies and lies have shaped my identity? I want to…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 25, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #abuse, #depression, #Dreams, #emotions, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #memory, #night, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry, writing

• Those Darkest of Hours

  In the dark hours, times of low and sorrow I hear his voice shattering my silence. I want to kill his memories, forget the time I spent captive. I’ve been broken, those words spoken are still roaming my head like smoke filling a room of memory. You watched me in the shower, you watched me…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 28, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #abuse, #captive, #depression, #emotions, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #hate, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #sex, #words, #writer, poetry