Tag: #cock

• Good Things

  I felt the wind on my back as we walked through the night air. I touched your dick on the trampoline in your backyard while watching the stars shine bright above. We kissed beneath the stars as I wished this could always be but the good times always end, the good things never remain too…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 10, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Sometimes

  Sometimes I wake up with a dream still lingering in my head. It’s like another life lived once I close my eyes. I play with the fiddle between my legs. It makes me forget the life I’m living if just for a moment. I imagine being so certain and loving someone that can hold me…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 10, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Change

  Hello bittersweet days I’ve been waiting so long for you to be over. I’m in a place between what was and could be but I’m uncertain about the next steps towards the change for the better. You wake up not knowing what today could bring you and you keep on going though you don’t know…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 9, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Memories

  Hello. I’m here alone missing the touch of someone playing with my cock. It’s hard as I imagine and remember times now gone. Above your chest my hips were raised as I thrusted myself between your lips. It felt so good to feel the warmth of your mouth. I recall now your body against mine…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 6, 2021

  Fiction, poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Kissing the snake

  I floated alone on the river alongside the banks were towns protruding from the trees like subtle reminders that I haven’t left it all behind. I take out my snake while he whispers words to me. I feel the rush as he pulls me closer into his arms. My snake dances as his lips touch…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 6, 2021

  Fiction, poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Thorns

  It’s late again and I’m still wide awake wishing I could have another chance to find true love. He said no and I gave up hope. I’ve never had anyone to share my life with and it doesn’t seem to be a possibility for me someday. I catch my breath from the vivid dreams. I…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 28, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Me

  I start the day with hope but I don’t know how long it will take me. I’m alone in my struggles. I keep silent because no one hears me. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://www.danscomp.com/fit-bike-co-2021-str-bmx-bike-lg-20.75-toptube-light-pink-29-r2-str-lg-lp/p-5uqrszeqtmqeqage Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh …

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 15, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Struggles

  I could be famous now but what I really need is someone to hold me at night. I’m alone dreaming of a life fuller and more satisfying than this one but things of life keep me down, they keep me down. Are things getting better because I still don’t see a chance for me that…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 14, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Answers

  I’m in the middle of a waking dream when I realize I’m always alone when awake. I’ve got no one to share my time with. It’s another day of staring at a computer screen, I feel hopeless not knowing what to do. I feel the pressure of so many choices weighing down upon my shoulders…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 14, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Not Wanted

  I wake up to a new day wondering how I’ll get through these hours. I’m alone dreaming of a better life but in these struggles of life I’m on my own. I’m adrift, miles from safe harbor, miles from comfort in being myself. I just don’t know how to make it through these hours wanting…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 13, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #cock, #depression, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #friends, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #Kissing, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #loveisLove, #lover, #memory, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #youngadult, poetry, writing

• Day

  Have you seen the days pass like there’s nothing else to do but watch the hours from your bedroom? I feel the weight of life as I try to live day to day. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://www.danscomp.com/fit-bike-co-2021-str-bmx-bike-lg-20.75-toptube-light-pink-29-r2-str-lg-lp/p-5uqrszeqtmqeqage Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 12, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #memory, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #youngadult, poetry, writing

• Alone

  Sometimes I wake up alone after strange dreams and I feel like I’ve been somewhere but I’ve not been out of my room for days now. I feel it in my bones, a need to be elsewhere, but here is all I have for now. I miss so much that’s gone and I have no…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 6, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #friends, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #night, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Desire

  Do you have ever feel so alone in the middle of the day? Watching time pass through the things on your computer screen? I feel a desire rushing through me like a fire burning. A need for more but what should I do when I don’t have a clear solution to anything? http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://www.danscomp.com/fit-bike-co-2021-str-bmx-bike-lg-20.75-toptube-light-pink-29-r2-str-lg-lp/p-5uqrszeqtmqeqage Please…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 30, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #youngadult, poetry, writing

• Desire

  I feel the years peeling away, pages of a book opening for the first time, as memories rush in like a wave. I see it so clear and now I feel a strong desire. I wanted it then but I was too shy to touch you. It was there before my eyes but I stood…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 11, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #night, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Late Night

  I’m tired but awake. Alone and lonely. Depressed and anxious. Who am I? What defines me as me? Can I be more than what others may think of me? http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh gf.me/u/zngxxz Watch me Live each night on my Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuZxvV2KZgC8nkSHYtUoAkQ…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 3, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #night, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YAfiction, Fiction, green, poetry, writing

• Waiting

  I shed the things of my past like baggage left at a former house. I see the changes over time like an evolution of myself. I feel the soft skin beneath and the blood rushes. Counting the stars while wishing these dreams could ever be true. I lay in bed wondering, is this all there…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 16, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #boyfriend, #cock, #Dreams, #fantasy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #masturbation, #night, #oral, #SC, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, writing

• Satisfy

  The hour comes to me, late at night in my room, with the urge to be aroused when all I really want is to go to bed. Love is Love but have I found it anywhere? I can be alone and satisfy myself but what I really need is someone to hold me at night…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 15, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #boyfriend, #cock, #emotions, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #masturbation, #night, #oral, #poem, #purpose, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry, writing

• Caged Love

  As the last ray of light hits the horizon I see you in my dreams once again. My hands shake like they did those many years ago in your bedroom. Have I ever loved anyone as I loved you then?   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ https://bundle.growsumo.com/JasonWhitaker https://bundle.growsumo.com/jasonwhitaker

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 8, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #cock, #emotions, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #lover, #past, #poem, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #Summer, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry

• Better…

  A million questions inside of my head, sitting while you were going down, closing my eyes to what’s real for a dream. I close my eyes to it all when things are tough, I imagine things are better but I wonder if things will ever be better…      

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 7, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #cock, #depression, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #writer, poetry

• Short Stories

  I am posting short stories to my Patreon…   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 1, 2019

  Fiction, writing

  #boyfriend, #cock, #comedy, #depression, #drama, #emotions, #fantasy, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #hate, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #music, #past, #sex, #ShortStory, #story, #Summer, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction