Tag: #emotions

• Tuesday, August 09, 2022

  Do you ever wake up from dreams to shake up your waking life like revelation revealed encrypted in the things of dream? https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 9, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #actors, #alllivesmatter, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #depression, #dialogue, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #patreon, #poem, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #youngadult, #zombieboy, #Zombies, Blog, poetry

• Monday, August 08, 2022

  The rain pours steadily outside, thunder punctuating our conversation, the storm outside is a mirror image of the storm inside with words echoing throughout the house. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 8, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #FlashFiction, #friends, #Gayboy, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #patreon, #penis, #poem, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult, Blog, Fiction

• Sunday, August 07, 2022

  Still of night, lights low, flow of music, two in the morning, light soon shining above trees, sees time moving in the moments of in-between dusk and dawn. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 7, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #Dreams, #emotions, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #patreon, #penis, #poem, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #youngadult, Blog, poetry

• Friday, August 05, 2022

  Somewhere in my dreams are hidden things, reminders of things left behind and things never had in my lifetime. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 5, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #depression, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #friends, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #giftedbyvans, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #memory, #past, #patreon, #poem, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #youngadult, @vansfamily, Blog, poetry

• Thursday, August 04, 2022

  Days gone in old songs. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 4, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #depression, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #FlashFiction, #friends, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #patreon, #penis, #poem, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #YA, #youngadult, Blog, Fiction, poetry

• Wednesday, August 03, 2022

  Way down back then when I watched cartoons I found joy in tbe simple moments of life. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 4, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #alllivesmatter, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #memory, #patreon, #penis, #poem, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #youngadult, Blog, poetry

• Tuesday, August 02, 2022

  Summer breeze through trees of green, seen in between the morning and night, light through open window, curtains blowing in the silence of day, no way to say the beauty of moments absent the one I’ll miss the most, host a banquet to think it away as if loss never occurred and hours of tears…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 2, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #captive, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #images, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #patreon, #poem, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #youngadult, Blog, poetry

• Sunday, July 31, 2022

  You’ve had me in love with you but you just used me for your games, names dropped, hopes lost, a path found in life from the ashes, pouring down as memories distant yet haunting me still like a pill hard to swallow, words to follow down a rabbit hole on a trail I’ve made to…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 31, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #abuse, #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #breakupwithyourblender, #California, #captive, #cock, #depression, #dialogue, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #friends, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #memory, #patreon, #penis, #poem, #purpose, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #words, #writer, #YAfiction, #youngadult, Blog, Fiction

• Saturday, July 30, 2022

  I wake up from dreams to the same room I’ve woken to so many days now I wonder when I’ll wake up somewhere different but different is not always change. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 30, 2022

  writing

  #alllivesmatter, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #cock, #depression, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #patreon, #penis, #poem, #Queer, #resist, #roadtrip, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #youngadult, Blog, poetry

• Friday, July 29, 2022

  Uncertain, changes to come, sometimes somedays I find ways to pass the time remembering times gone and all that went wrong in my life. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 29, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #alllivesmatter, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #captive, #cock, #depression, #dialogue, #dick, #emotions, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #patreon, #poem, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, Blog, poetry

• Thursday, July 28, 2022

  Miles and miles ago I started with a dream to do more than whatever I’ve done before but doubt kept me down, it has kept me where I started from, but now I’m free of so many voices from my past that haunted my waking hours. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 28, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #abuse, #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #captive, #depression, #dialogue, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #patreon, #penis, #poem, #purpose, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #youngadult, Blog, poetry

• Wednesday, July 27, 2022

  Tiny dots of time leaping from my mind leaving behind an impression of the person I was before… https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 27, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #alllivesmatter, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #depression, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #giftedbyvans, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #memory, #past, #patreon, #poem, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, @vansfamily, Blog, Fiction, poetry

• Tuesday, July 26, 2022

  Waking up from dreams once vivid now fading faster than the light rushing through the space between the slightly open curtains. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 26, 2022

  writing

  #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #breakupwithyourblender, #California, #cock, #depression, #dialogue, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #FlashFiction, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #patreon, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #youngadult, @vansfamily, Blog, Fiction, poetry

• Monday, July 25, 2022

  Linger upon a memory, see the places and faces from before, hear their voices as echoes of what was before, live in that moment of memory and find peace in the passage of time, leaving all of the trauma and tragedy behind. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 25, 2022

  writing

  #abuse, #actors, #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #breakupwithyourblender, #California, #cock, #depression, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #FlashFiction, #friends, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #memory, #past, #patreon, #purpose, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #words, #writer, Blog, Fiction, poetry

• Sunday, July 24, 2022

  Time ticking, licking my wounds pathetically systematically sporadically like I’m accustomed to the trauma of a lifetime lived in the shadows of lesser but oppressors they were with their words and actions. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 24, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #abuse, #actors, #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #depression, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #giftedbyvans, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #patreon, #poem, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, Blog, poetry

• Sunday, July 24, 2022

  Last night, in bed, fascinated by the tip I played with the shaft. I imagined having someone to play with theirs instead. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 24, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #alllivesmatter, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #breakupwithyourblender, #California, #Dreams, #emotions, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GenderQueer, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #masturbation, #patreon, #penis, #purpose, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, poetry

• Saturday, July 23, 2022

  Saturday, July 23, 2022 The new day arrives like a flash, blinding and unexpected, it calls to you from your dreams to begin these waking hours of wondering when you’ll be back to those comforting strangely vivid dreams. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 23, 2022

  writing

  #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #FlashFiction, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #giftedbyvans, #identity, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #patreon, #penis, #poem, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #YA, #youngadult, @vansfamily, Blog, Fiction, poetry

• Friday, July 22, 2022

  Friday, July 22, 2022 Friday, July 22, 2022 Friday, July 22, 2022 I found myself on a Greyhound leaving the bright lights of the city for a place I’ve only heard about in stories. What brought about my… I see her, my grandmother, waiting beneath the flickering fluorescent lighting of the…. I follow her to…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 23, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #depression, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #FlashFiction, #friends, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #patreon, #penis, #Queer, #ShortStory, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, Blog, Fiction

• Friday, July 22, 2022

  Friday, July 22, 2022 Stared into nothing, empty space, to waste moments of uncertainty as life progressed slowly to the tune of history ignoring the trauma of days gone for the enchanting songs of dreams to come. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 22, 2022

  writing

  #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #breakupwithyourblender, #California, #depression, #dick, #drama, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #patreon, #penis, #Queer, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, Blog, Fiction

• Thursday, July 21, 2022

  Thursday, July 21, 2022 Time goes, Time gone, songs played, late night stays at home alone dreaming of a life never realized. https://patreon.com/jason29171

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 22, 2022

  Fiction, poetry, short story, writing

  #alllivesmatter, #Alone, #beach, #bicycle, #blog #writer #SouthCarolina #LGBT #LGBTWriter #Filmmaker #photographer #actor, #BMX, #boyfriend, #Boys, #breakupwithyourblender, #bus, #California, #cock, #comedy, #depression, #dialogue, #dick, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #friends, #Gayboy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBT #south carolina #Writer #gayboy #filmmaker #Blogger #photographer #westcolumbia #alllivesmatter #LGBTlivesmatter #gay #genderqueer #gaywriter #queer #short story south carolina short stories sto, #lgbtqlivesmatter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #loveisLove, #patreon, #penis, #Queer, #ShortStory, #ShortStorySeries, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, Blog, Fiction, poetry