Tag: Fiction

• Religion

  I’ve never been so wrong. I have the tickets to my past mistakes. I bought the lies like they were candy from a white van driving down my street. Religion makes a mess out of faith. It makes a mess out of everything. You forget what you believe for the rules they’ve made up along…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 25, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Writing

  I plan to write more and post more on here and my other blogs. I plan to post most of my writing on my Patreon. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh gf.me/u/zngxxz Watch me Live…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 24, 2021

  Fiction, poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Night

  The sun has long gone down and the heat of the day has turned to the cool of night. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  Watch me Live each night on my Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuZxvV2KZgC8nkSHYtUoAkQ https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 12, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Only Friends

  Sometimes my life feels like it was someone else sometimes. I write about different moments in gathering same sentence so it may seem all of those times were the same moment. I write for the feeling, reliving my life’s, moments together that were years apart. I miss those moments gone. I recall them like it…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 10, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Again

  Somewhere in time things were different but now everyday is the same old thing like the same movie projected on my brain again and again. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  Watch me Live each…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 10, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Memories

  You were in my life for just a little while. I never imagined you wouldn’t be in my life but you’ve been gone for so many years. I miss our time together. I wish I could have spent some more time together. I cried so much when you died. My life changed after you were…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 10, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Boyfriend

  I was so young. I sucked a dick at seven, 69, and I imagined more but he was unwilling. I was never certain of anything when I was younger. I have never had a boyfriend but I never imagined having one before now. I imagine, now after time passed, what it would’ve been like to…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 10, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Once

  In my room, on my back, you filled my desires with your passion. I wanted more as I pulled myself into your arms. I could have remained there with you in my life but you went away. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 10, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Alone

  You pull me into your embrace. You stick in my face. I’ve wanted you for so long but now you’re in my mouth I’m uncertain this will last. I dreamt I was alone last night. You straddled me and I was fully aware of your desire but we never went so far though we tried…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 10, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Good Things

  I felt the wind on my back as we walked through the night air. I touched your dick on the trampoline in your backyard while watching the stars shine bright above. We kissed beneath the stars as I wished this could always be but the good times always end, the good things never remain too…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 10, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Sometimes

  Sometimes I wake up with a dream still lingering in my head. It’s like another life lived once I close my eyes. I play with the fiddle between my legs. It makes me forget the life I’m living if just for a moment. I imagine being so certain and loving someone that can hold me…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 10, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Change

  Hello bittersweet days I’ve been waiting so long for you to be over. I’m in a place between what was and could be but I’m uncertain about the next steps towards the change for the better. You wake up not knowing what today could bring you and you keep on going though you don’t know…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 9, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Memories

  Hello. I’m here alone missing the touch of someone playing with my cock. It’s hard as I imagine and remember times now gone. Above your chest my hips were raised as I thrusted myself between your lips. It felt so good to feel the warmth of your mouth. I recall now your body against mine…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 6, 2021

  Fiction, poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Kissing the snake

  I floated alone on the river alongside the banks were towns protruding from the trees like subtle reminders that I haven’t left it all behind. I take out my snake while he whispers words to me. I feel the rush as he pulls me closer into his arms. My snake dances as his lips touch…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 6, 2021

  Fiction, poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Future

  I walk towards nowhere uncertain of anywhere to go. My past is locked away in my mind as I seek out a future uncertain to me http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  Watch me Live…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 28, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #depression, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Thorns

  It’s late again and I’m still wide awake wishing I could have another chance to find true love. He said no and I gave up hope. I’ve never had anyone to share my life with and it doesn’t seem to be a possibility for me someday. I catch my breath from the vivid dreams. I…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 28, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Me

  I start the day with hope but I don’t know how long it will take me. I’m alone in my struggles. I keep silent because no one hears me. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://www.danscomp.com/fit-bike-co-2021-str-bmx-bike-lg-20.75-toptube-light-pink-29-r2-str-lg-lp/p-5uqrszeqtmqeqage Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh …

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 15, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Struggles

  I could be famous now but what I really need is someone to hold me at night. I’m alone dreaming of a life fuller and more satisfying than this one but things of life keep me down, they keep me down. Are things getting better because I still don’t see a chance for me that…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 14, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Answers

  I’m in the middle of a waking dream when I realize I’m always alone when awake. I’ve got no one to share my time with. It’s another day of staring at a computer screen, I feel hopeless not knowing what to do. I feel the pressure of so many choices weighing down upon my shoulders…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 14, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Alone

  Sometimes I wake up alone after strange dreams and I feel like I’ve been somewhere but I’ve not been out of my room for days now. I feel it in my bones, a need to be elsewhere, but here is all I have for now. I miss so much that’s gone and I have no…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 6, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #friends, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #night, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult, Fiction, poetry, writing