jasonwhitaker29171
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August 18, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#California, #friends, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #past, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry, writing
It’s been so many days
since we last spoke on the telephone
but it’s just now that I write these words down:
I wish that things were different,
I miss the way it was before
but maybe it could never be
like it was before again.
I don’t blame you for being who you are,
I only wish you the best,
and as I end this
I want you to know
how much you mean to me
all of those times we’d be on the telephone.
It meant more to me
to hear you talk about your day
because I’m here alone
so often and you were
a voice in the silence
of my life.
We have parted ways,
we’ve done this before,
but now I’m afraid
that this must be
a permanent end
to our conversations.
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jasonwhitaker29171
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August 11, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#Alone, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #poem, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry, writing
jasonwhitaker29171
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August 6, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#Christmas, #gaypoem, #Halloween, #Holidays, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #poem, #SouthCarolina, #Thanksgiving, #West Columbia, poetry
jasonwhitaker29171
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August 4, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#Boys, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #Kissing, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #music, #night, #past, #poem, #sex, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry, writing
I slow my mind
with a rhythm
as my heart races.
I think about a moment,
it was so long ago,
it was just one night
but I’ve never forgotten it.
I recall meeting him
every so often
and how I only thought of him
while we were together.
Sometimes I think about the guys
I’ve shared my time with
but they were only moments in time
and now I am here alone.
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jasonwhitaker29171
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August 3, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#SouthCarolina, #LGBT, poetry, #LGBTWriter, #love, #past, #poem, #gaypoem, #oral, #LosAngeles, #lover, #West Columbia
Sometimes while watching the weather repeat,
hot days with thunderstorms once again,
I find myself thinking about these many years.
Once I sat and spoke with you
on the Boulevard
while fascinated by the colors of the lights
and our conversation I recall
as a jumble of words.
I follow these fragments of memory
to the many places that I have been before.
I can taste these memories
like you were here with me now
but I have no idea where you reside now.
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jasonwhitaker29171
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July 30, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#gaypoem, #GayWriter, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #poem, #purpose, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry, writing
jasonwhitaker29171
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July 25, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#gaypoem, #GayWriter, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #poem, #purpose, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry, writing
jasonwhitaker29171
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July 25, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#gaypoem, #GayWriter, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #poem, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry, writing
A strange feeling comes over me
whenever I hear
that familiar song.
It may be from a movie,
a soundtrack that could be for my life,
but it resonates beyond the big screen.
I can hear the words and I can hear the music
as I go through my day
even when I cannot recall the name
of the song.
A stranger’s reflection in your mind,
you may have met once
but this meeting
left an impression on your mind.
A soundtrack to my life,
a cast of characters,
a constant rhythm in head.
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jasonwhitaker29171
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July 23, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#Dreams, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #night, #past, #poem, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry, writing
Waking in the morning,
I’m out of bed
before my dreams fade
as they do everyday.
No alarm
just another day.
Nothing to do
but work and dream
the day away.
Say nothing to anyone
because I’m all alone in my room.
I dream while awake
and I dream at night
but the dreams that matter
the most to me
are the dreams
I’ve had so many years now…
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jasonwhitaker29171
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July 19, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#Dreams, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #past, #poem, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry, writing
jasonwhitaker29171
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July 16, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#boyfriend, #cock, #Dreams, #fantasy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #masturbation, #night, #oral, #SC, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, writing
I shed the things of my past
like baggage left
at a former house.
I see the changes
over time
like an evolution
of myself.
I feel the soft skin beneath
and the blood rushes.
Counting the stars
while wishing
these dreams
could ever be true.
I lay in bed wondering,
is this all there will ever be?
I keep hope
despite the odds.
Is this real living
or am I a captive of my dreams?
A dream is worth the waiting.
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jasonwhitaker29171
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July 14, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#gaypoem, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #poem, poetry, writing
jasonwhitaker29171
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July 14, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#Dreams, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #poem, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry, writing
I couldn’t imagine these nights,
like a castle in the sky
my dreams fill my mind
with plans for another hour,
these nights are not easy
because these are the nights
of waiting for something more.
Waiting for a dream
to be more than images
in my head,
waiting for the wall between,
my waking life
and the life of my dreams,
to shatter into fragments of mirrors.
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jasonwhitaker29171
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July 14, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#gaypoem, #GayWriter, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #poem, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry
jasonwhitaker29171
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July 8, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#cock, #emotions, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #lover, #past, #poem, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #Summer, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry
jasonwhitaker29171
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July 7, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#cock, #depression, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #writer, poetry
A million questions
inside of my head,
sitting while you were
going down,
closing my eyes
to what’s real
for a dream.
I close my eyes
to it all
when things are tough,
I imagine things are better
but I wonder if
things will ever be better…
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jasonwhitaker29171
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June 29, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#boyfriend, #cock, #emotions, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #lover, #oral, #poem, #purpose, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry
jasonwhitaker29171
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June 18, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#emotions, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #lover, #past, #poem, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry
Suddenly I’m into deep
when I’ve chased my dreams
down a dead end street.
I watch you in memory,
you were so much to me,
but now you’re somewhere
out there unaware
of how much you meant to me.
Who am I?
What has made me into
the person you now see?
I’m not perfect
and I will never be whole
because things I’ve left behind.
Suddenly I’m aware of myself.
I am aware of a time forgotten
now remembered as if
lived only a moment ago.
We kissed.
Do you recall?
I was in love
or so I thought
but you turned me down.
It was the best,
for the two of us,
to part as we did
but I still miss your lips
pressed against mine.
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jasonwhitaker29171
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June 18, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#gaypoem, #GayWriter, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #past, #poem, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry
jasonwhitaker29171
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June 15, 2019
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writing, poetry, writing
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#Alone, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #memory, #poem, #purpose, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry
Today I woke up,
alone again,
not knowing
where to begin.
Who can I go to
when I need someone?
I’m here alone,
wondering what to do,
wondering if I will fail
when I try to be more
than I was yesterday.
Will you help me?
Today I wonder
how I will do anything
on my own.
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