Tag: #identity

• You

  Sometimes I think of you and the moments we shared and I wish I could go back and be more in the moment when I was trapped in finding my identity. It’s been so long and I’ve always thought of you, so many people I’ve met on this journey. If you read this and recall…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 12, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #emotions, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #memory, #past, #poem, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #words, #writer, #YA, #youngadult, poetry, writing

• Day

  Have you seen the days pass like there’s nothing else to do but watch the hours from your bedroom? I feel the weight of life as I try to live day to day. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://www.danscomp.com/fit-bike-co-2021-str-bmx-bike-lg-20.75-toptube-light-pink-29-r2-str-lg-lp/p-5uqrszeqtmqeqage Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 12, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #memory, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #youngadult, poetry, writing

• Alone

  Sometimes I wake up alone after strange dreams and I feel like I’ve been somewhere but I’ve not been out of my room for days now. I feel it in my bones, a need to be elsewhere, but here is all I have for now. I miss so much that’s gone and I have no…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 6, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #friends, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #night, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Desire

  Do you have ever feel so alone in the middle of the day? Watching time pass through the things on your computer screen? I feel a desire rushing through me like a fire burning. A need for more but what should I do when I don’t have a clear solution to anything? http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://www.danscomp.com/fit-bike-co-2021-str-bmx-bike-lg-20.75-toptube-light-pink-29-r2-str-lg-lp/p-5uqrszeqtmqeqage Please…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 30, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #youngadult, poetry, writing

• Life

  I thought it strange, these times we’re going through, these days waiting for a change that may not come. You hear the news but you’ve closed your mind to the truth. It just doesn’t fit what you want from life. http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe:…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 17, 2021

  writing

  #Boys, #emotions, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #poem, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry, writing

• Desire

  I feel the years peeling away, pages of a book opening for the first time, as memories rush in like a wave. I see it so clear and now I feel a strong desire. I wanted it then but I was too shy to touch you. It was there before my eyes but I stood…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 11, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #night, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Late Night

  I’m tired but awake. Alone and lonely. Depressed and anxious. Who am I? What defines me as me? Can I be more than what others may think of me? http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh gf.me/u/zngxxz Watch me Live each night on my Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuZxvV2KZgC8nkSHYtUoAkQ…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 3, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #night, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YAfiction, Fiction, green, poetry, writing

• Whole Again

  I wish I could be so bold in my life but these strings keep me down. I feel the tug to be like someone else when my real self keeps reaching up towards greater heights. I imagine being myself but who am I when these tragedies and lies have shaped my identity? I want to…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 25, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #abuse, #depression, #Dreams, #emotions, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #memory, #night, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry, writing

• Most Important Dreams

  Waking in the morning, I’m out of bed before my dreams fade as they do everyday. No alarm just another day. Nothing to do but work and dream the day away. Say nothing to anyone because I’m all alone in my room. I dream while awake and I dream at night but the dreams that…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 23, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #Dreams, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #night, #past, #poem, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry, writing

• Satisfy

  The hour comes to me, late at night in my room, with the urge to be aroused when all I really want is to go to bed. Love is Love but have I found it anywhere? I can be alone and satisfy myself but what I really need is someone to hold me at night…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 15, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #boyfriend, #cock, #emotions, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #masturbation, #night, #oral, #poem, #purpose, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry, writing

• Caged Love

  As the last ray of light hits the horizon I see you in my dreams once again. My hands shake like they did those many years ago in your bedroom. Have I ever loved anyone as I loved you then?   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ https://bundle.growsumo.com/JasonWhitaker https://bundle.growsumo.com/jasonwhitaker

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 8, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #cock, #emotions, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #lover, #past, #poem, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #Summer, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry

• Short Stories

  I am posting short stories to my Patreon…   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 1, 2019

  Fiction, writing

  #boyfriend, #cock, #comedy, #depression, #drama, #emotions, #fantasy, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #hate, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #music, #past, #sex, #ShortStory, #story, #Summer, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction

• If You Will Remain

  Soft lips under soft light candle light, knowing you’re there.   Moments together yearning for more.   Day ends is there more? can I ever know you know you more?   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 29, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #boyfriend, #cock, #emotions, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #lover, #oral, #poem, #purpose, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry

• Once Upon a Memory

  When I close my eyes I remember the beginning. The scars remain but so do the memories. I’m told that things will get better but memories are not as easy to heal. The lights are off in his house. I can hear the rest of his family asleep throughout the house. I’m sleeping on the…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 27, 2019

  Fiction, writing

  #boyfriend, #fantasy, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #lover, #sex, #ShortStory, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction

• Junk

  Sometimes I wonder why all of the ignorance? Your comment was like an empty container: full of nothing. Why do you share such junk?   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 16, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #hate, #identity, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #NavyChaplain, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry

• Ignorance

  I can see your ignorance so clear and your hate comes through with every word you wrote. You think you’re so mighty, a judge over everything, you think you’re unsinkable but you’re a fake. How easy it is to write about something you know nothing about. Keep your ignorance to yourself.   Please consider the…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 16, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #GayWriter, #hate, #identity, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #lover, #NavyChaplain, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, poetry

• Who Cares?

  It’s raining outside my window, darkness all around me, night has come once again and dreams will soon find me. My head is heavy with burdens, does anyone care? I find these times alone, times when I have nothing but thinking to do to be times of strong emotions as I recall memories when all…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 9, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #boyfriend, #depression, #Dreams, #emotions, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #lover, #memory, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SouthCarolina, poetry

• Silence

  I start with a few words of honesty, I share what’s happening. It’s inside of me these feelings of being inadequate. I try to ignore your silence but I don’t have it in me.   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker http://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 8, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #depression, #emotions, #gaypoem, #identity, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #poem, #words, poetry

• Again

  Last words for another day, will I be so bold and say what’s on my mind? I’m gay if you don’t already know. I suck cock and guys suck mine as well. I’ve had sex as if you could tell by looking at me. Am I ashamed of these things? No, I’m not and I…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 7, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #cock, #depression, #dick, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry

• I dream of Love

  I dream of days that will never be, I dream of people I’ll never know. Sometimes I say words no one will ever hear, sometimes I think: why am I here? It’s not easy to explain, the many things that I am. I can be sweet and I can be not so nice at times.…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 7, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #cock, #depression, #dick, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry