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People from My Past

It’s stuck in my head, fragments of memories, those times real or imagined. There’s no one to ask, no one would know, these people from my past either a dream or in my waking life.   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ fjasonwhitakerwriter.com  

Tonight

Today was a long one, leaving me exhausted, now I will go to bed to dream of my other life. I live a life at night, with the lights off, that’s different each time I close my eyes.   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ fjasonwhitakerwriter.com

Awake and Hopeful

I woke from a dream not knowing if it was real, open my eyes to realise I was dreaming the entire time. I could say I regret but life happened and all you have are memories. I have a telephone but no one ever calls me, I’m alone on this […]

Remember

These days, looking back, looking forward uncertain where I’ll be next. I remember you, I’ve not forgotten what you meant to me even after all of these years. I reflect upon those days and nights, so many people that I have met, and now here I am alone. On the […]

Who Cares?

It’s raining outside my window, darkness all around me, night has come once again and dreams will soon find me. My head is heavy with burdens, does anyone care? I find these times alone, times when I have nothing but thinking to do to be times of strong emotions as […]

Gone

Lately I’ve been dreaming, thinking so much about tomorrow. I feel these memories, like pieces of a puzzle. Tonight I remember a life lived before now, I want to hold tightly to these moments gone.   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker http://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo  

Writing

Imagine empty, something waiting to be more than nothing. We create out of nothing characters and worlds of drama and comedy. We string together words to form dialogue, for actors to breath life into. We see scenes before the first words are written. We create story where once was a […]

Memories

If you can hear me, when I say I need you, will you remember me when I’m no longer with you? Someday my memories, all of my days and nights, will be forgotten like so many before me. I wonder if I’m wasting these precious hours seeking something I shall […]

Writing

It’s late I know but here I am waiting for stuff to download. I’m thinking of how I feel so tired but I want nothing more than to keep going as though I don’t feel so bad. At times like these, I need to go to bed, and these feelings […]

Again

Last words for another day, will I be so bold and say what’s on my mind? I’m gay if you don’t already know. I suck cock and guys suck mine as well. I’ve had sex as if you could tell by looking at me. Am I ashamed of these things? […]

I dream of Love

I dream of days that will never be, I dream of people I’ll never know. Sometimes I say words no one will ever hear, sometimes I think: why am I here? It’s not easy to explain, the many things that I am. I can be sweet and I can be […]

Wait and See

I’m patiently waiting, I have what you want, ask and you will find what I’ll show you. Let’s not play, I have a nice one so let’s see what we can do with it. We have options, no reason to stop, on your lips I can feel that this is […]

A moment

Tonight I dream, maybe of wonderful things, to wake in the morning forgetting everything. I could live a moment again, my lips against your skin, I almost taste you again. One night so long ago, in a room I knew it all but little did I know I’d look back […]

Absent

It’s me again trying to be me since when, not ashamed to admit my needs when I write about my lack of sex in my life. Memories are fine but being on my own these memories only remind me of the absence in my life.   Please consider the Following: […]

Someday

With fading dreams I awake, wondering if today will be different from the many before this one. I dream of a stranger, someone unknown to me now but someday we won’t be strangers anymore. Hello, I’ve been thinking of you often, wondering what those future days would be like when […]

Dreaming

As I begin to drift, sleep begins to take me to places unknown to me. I live a vivid life while my eyes are closed. I meet so many people while asleep but when I’m awake I’m alone most of the hours of the day waiting to dream again.