I’m patiently waiting, I have what you want, ask and you will find what I’ll show you. Let’s not play, I have a nice one so let’s see what we can do with it. We have options, no reason to stop, on your lips I can feel that this is […]
Tonight I dream, maybe of wonderful things, to wake in the morning forgetting everything. I could live a moment again, my lips against your skin, I almost taste you again. One night so long ago, in a room I knew it all but little did I know I’d look back […]
It’s me again trying to be me since when, not ashamed to admit my needs when I write about my lack of sex in my life. Memories are fine but being on my own these memories only remind me of the absence in my life. Please consider the Following: […]
With fading dreams I awake, wondering if today will be different from the many before this one. I dream of a stranger, someone unknown to me now but someday we won’t be strangers anymore. Hello, I’ve been thinking of you often, wondering what those future days would be like when […]
As I begin to drift, sleep begins to take me to places unknown to me. I live a vivid life while my eyes are closed. I meet so many people while asleep but when I’m awake I’m alone most of the hours of the day waiting to dream again.
Sky is full of stars, memories fill me as I long to be somewhere other than here. I’m in my room, though in my mind I’m thousands of miles somewhere else. Images fill my head, my heart quickens its pace. I think of them, their names long since gone from […]
I close my eyes to the night, dreams welcome me like my only friend, I close my eyes to what’s real for what’s in my head. I could remain in my dreams, forget the sorrow of the solitude, but none of those memories are true it’s only make believe.
Summer sky heat is high, shorts are low and the tide is coming in. We sit beneath a vacant sky sun like a fierce smile looking down at me, sand everywhere like places you may not see.
I was so eager, the conversation we had now only a blur of random words. I wanted you, in the living room. You told me to take it slow but I needed your everything. Alone we were in my apartment, I was nervous as I tasted you for the first […]
These times are tougher, wondering what tomorrow will bring, tougher than most days but these aren’t your typical days. My emotions are mixed, I want to be alone but I want to have a boyfriend to hold me at night. These times I imagine being next to him, I could […]
In the dark hours, times of low and sorrow I hear his voice shattering my silence. I want to kill his memories, forget the time I spent captive. I’ve been broken, those words spoken are still roaming my head like smoke filling a room of memory. You watched me in […]
It’s been some time since those times, on your knees at me feet you consumed me. I see you sometimes, Sunday morning, and I remember those hours. I can feel your mouth take me inside as my mind drifted. I can remember those times and I think I want it […]
Hello Stranger, insert your name here. Not that I hate you or love you but what we had was just a moment. I remember those times but I don’t remember all of you. You pointed down and told me you wanted it after saying you were not about it. You […]
Waking up alone again I imagine those times before, though now I’m wanting more than whatever those times were.
Somewhere in these words, the many things I’ve said and written, you could find me. I hate to repeat myself, but I will as long as required, so I tell you I need you. I don’t know who you are, we may have met but I’m still unaware of your […]
I could pretend I’m doing fine, fake expressions and quick replies, but things have never been well with me. I’m stuck in these feelings between love and hate for myself.
I struggle with the failure, life is unexpected sometimes, and I keep going like I meant to do it that way. I hear the words spoken, those years ago by someone intent on harming me, but now I hear these words that hurt and bring me down in my own […]
Somewhere between awake and dreaming I imagine things spoken, as whispers in my head.
The headlines are depressing, my life is not what I would have expected. I sit here thinking of choices made, wondering about my choices I will make. Tired and alone, horny but don’t want to do anything by myself. The hour is late, I wonder if I will ever date. […]
These nights I’m alone wishing I were not, I can remember those times before but what are memories when you’re on your own? I miss that touch, I miss the kissing, I can imagine those times we did so much. Now, alone in my room, I dream of being with […]