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I’m not feeling so certain of anything but I’ll keep doing what I’m doing until I find a better way of doing anything. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  […]

Begin

I’m waiting for things to change. I’m eager for a beginning. I’m not giving up. I’m waiting for my life to begin. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  Watch […]

Alone Again

A ceiling of stars. Cold night alone again. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  Watch me live each night on my Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuZxvV2KZgC8nkSHYtUoAkQ https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker http://paypal.me/jason29171 https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://gurushots.com/jasonwhitaker29171/photos  https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 […]

Expected

I’m okay with nothing happening because sometimes the best things happen when you don’t expect them. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  Watch me live each night on my […]

Today

The top of the morning. Beginning again because it’s easier to begin again than to fix what happened yesterday. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  Watch me live each […]

Together

I feel the wind as we drive down another road I’ve never been on before now. I could laugh with joy or cry with a overwhelming sense of satisfaction that comes from being with you. I hold your hands at night as your body moves against mine. On the open […]

Be

Awake but not aware. I changed the color of my hair so many times. Changed everything I was and now I’m reimagining it all again. How could I ever pretend that things will be normal when nothing about my life has ever been normal. What is normal? I am the […]

Again

Your skin is soft against my lips. My lips part. My tongue rolls over your nipples. I bite lightly. My fingers move across and down. I press against your hips. I want you to press against me, inside of me, until you fill me with all that you are. I […]

Rage

Rage. Music loudly playing. Several cute guys but the place is full of guys I’m not interested in but It doesn’t matter because all I ever do is walk around in silence. I feel invisible though a friend tells me guys are watching me. Why do the cute guys that […]

Seasons

Green leaves blowing in a summer’s breeze. Giant clouds drifting along their way. Autumn is near and Summer won’t stay. Leaves turning red and brown, drifting down among the dying grass. Where picnics once held is where the things of Summer find a grave. Winter is always nearby. Cold air […]

Night

Night begins. Day’s end. Soon to dream, soon to wake again. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  Watch me live each night on my Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuZxvV2KZgC8nkSHYtUoAkQ https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker http://paypal.me/jason29171 https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 […]

First Steps

I take a deep breath as I walk out the front door. I’m finally leaving this house after many months of self confinement. I’ve attempted this a few times but the furthest I’ve gone before was touching the door knob. My first steps onto are a struggle. I feel each […]

You

I’m beginning to think g to things over and I found my life is missing you in it. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  Watch me live each night […]

One Time Inside You

I think I fell asleep inside you. I met you once and I never saw you again. In my bedroom I was behind you. I was tired after a long day. I wish I could have had you again but I lost contact with you. Please continue reading this blog […]

Possible

Late night. I stare out into the night. I imagine the stars. I imagine the possibilities. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  Watch me live each night on my […]