Tag: #memory

Untitled New Story

I found myself on a Greyhound leaving the bright lights of the city for a place I’ve only heard about in stories. What brought about my exodus is another story. This is the story of how a gay boy went to live with his conservative grandparents. This is your warning: reading this story may result in unexpected tears. The bus that brings me to … Read More Untitled New Story

Sometimes I Wonder…

Sometimes I wonder where I went so wrong? I could love you but these feelings won’t let me let you in. Somedays I feel like this crushing force is about to take my last breath as I remember you as you were when we would kiss. Sometimes I think no one could ever love me as I am, but how could I ever change … Read More Sometimes I Wonder…

Whole Again

I wish I could be so bold in my life but these strings keep me down. I feel the tug to be like someone else when my real self keeps reaching up towards greater heights. I imagine being myself but who am I when these tragedies and lies have shaped my identity? I want to love but I fear love won’t be returned. These … Read More Whole Again

Better…

A million questions inside of my head, sitting while you were going down, closing my eyes to what’s real for a dream. I close my eyes to it all when things are tough, I imagine things are better but I wonder if things will ever be better…      

A moment

I was thinking so often, in that moment that lasted a only minutes, that I could take you home but I was too shy to even go up to you in person. I watched hoping that you’d come over and things would happen like an emotion. I imagine you as my boyfriend though I don’t know your name. I imagine us together though it … Read More A moment

What Became of You…

I didn’t mean to forget you, if I could go back we’d still be friends, but now these many years later we’ve gone our separate ways. I remember riding so far, I think of you every so often. Where are you now? I have no way to connect with you. If you read this please consider saying hi, I’ve wondered what became of you… … Read More What Became of You…

On My Own

Today I woke up, alone again, not knowing where to begin. Who can I go to when I need someone? I’m here alone, wondering what to do, wondering if I will fail when I try to be more than I was yesterday. Will you help me? Today I wonder how I will do anything on my own.  

Confidence

Late night, alone in my room, wondering what to do when I’m so unsure of everything. I desire to do so much but I lack the confidence to do much of anything.

People from My Past

It’s stuck in my head, fragments of memories, those times real or imagined. There’s no one to ask, no one would know, these people from my past either a dream or in my waking life.   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ fjasonwhitakerwriter.com  

Not Here

Slow down, night is here, sing me to sleep while I pretend I’m somewhere not here.   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker http://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo

Awake and Hopeful

I woke from a dream not knowing if it was real, open my eyes to realise I was dreaming the entire time. I could say I regret but life happened and all you have are memories. I have a telephone but no one ever calls me, I’m alone on this journey of life and I’m looking for someone to show me the direction to … Read More Awake and Hopeful

If I Could…

If I could go back live the moments again just to be next to you again I would. If I could go back and change the way I was I would tell you how much you meant to me, I would.   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker http://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo

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