Tag: #oral

• Absent

  It’s me again trying to be me since when, not ashamed to admit my needs when I write about my lack of sex in my life. Memories are fine but being on my own these memories only remind me of the absence in my life.   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 5, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #lover, #memory, #oral, #poem, #sex, #words, #writer, poetry

• Someday

  With fading dreams I awake, wondering if today will be different from the many before this one. I dream of a stranger, someone unknown to me now but someday we won’t be strangers anymore. Hello, I’ve been thinking of you often, wondering what those future days would be like when my solitude would end. I…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 5, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #fantasy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #lover, #oral, #sex, #words, #writer, poetry

• Remember

  Sky is full of stars, memories fill me as I long to be somewhere other than here. I’m in my room, though in my mind I’m thousands of miles somewhere else. Images fill my head, my heart quickens its pace. I think of them, their names long since gone from my memory. If I could…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 4, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #depression, #emotions, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #SC, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry

• You

  I was so eager, the conversation we had now only a blur of random words. I wanted you, in the living room. You told me to take it slow but I needed your everything. Alone we were in my apartment, I was nervous as I tasted you for the first time you were uncircumcised. You…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 30, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #emotions, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #memory, #oral, #past, #sex, #words, #writer, poetry

• Those Darkest of Hours

  In the dark hours, times of low and sorrow I hear his voice shattering my silence. I want to kill his memories, forget the time I spent captive. I’ve been broken, those words spoken are still roaming my head like smoke filling a room of memory. You watched me in the shower, you watched me…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 28, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #abuse, #captive, #depression, #emotions, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #hate, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #sex, #words, #writer, poetry

• Living Room Scene

  It’s been some time since those times, on your knees at me feet you consumed me. I see you sometimes, Sunday morning, and I remember those hours. I can feel your mouth take me inside as my mind drifted. I can remember those times and I think I want it again but I don’t know…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 28, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #emotions, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #SC, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry

• Hello Stranger

  Hello Stranger, insert your name here. Not that I hate you or love you but what we had was just a moment. I remember those times but I don’t remember all of you. You pointed down and told me you wanted it after saying you were not about it. You took my hand, such a…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 28, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #emotions, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #SC, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry

• Woke

  Waking up alone again I imagine those times before, though now I’m wanting more than whatever those times were.  

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 28, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #writer, poetry

• Lingering

  Lingering on a moment, images flashing, I cannot forget what happened both good and bad in my life. I have spoken the words to express my story but does anyone care about the things I’ve experienced? Hurt and broken am I, waiting to be mended but all I find is solitude. Not long ago I…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 26, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #memory, #oral, #purpose, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #words, poetry

• Those Times

  In moments I remember those times before. I look back upon seconds out of hours forgetting the other times for those that were pleasant. I do recall strange moments. Standing while a stranger consumed me. What was I thinking? Going through the movements without thinking. A crowded room and I’m sinking into a stranger’s mouth.…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 22, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #oral, #poem, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry

• Burning Desire

  My phone is silent, no one to make it break this silence. My heart races as the blood flows down making it harder. I see the images of lust like it’s all that I’m after but there’s more to my longing than a quick one with a stranger. I follow my heart to depart the…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 21, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #masturbation, #oral, #poem, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry

• Want

  What without words you expressed: your lips part, I feel your intent as you move me. I move my hips as time stops for us. I could remain like this but soon it will be over. Is there more I desire from these moments or am I satisfied closing my eyes and drifting to another…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 21, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #fantasy, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #masturbation, #oral, #past, #poem, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry

• Something More

  A moment revisited from time to time. In my mind I’m there again. I want to be in that moment once again. My fingers move as I imagine being with you once more. It was so long ago but I can still recall the feelings involved. Your mouth was wet and warm and this void…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 21, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #fantasy, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #masturbation, #oral, #past, #poem, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry