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Day to day I’m finding new ways to see old things. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  Watch me live each night on my Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuZxvV2KZgC8nkSHYtUoAkQ https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker http://paypal.me/jason29171 https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 […]

Yawn

Day begins with a yawn, the night before began with a plan, and now that it’s almost noon I feel like going back to bed. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: […]

Night Begins

Light dim through curtained window moves across the dusty hardwood floors as time moves swiftly through like water’s journey to the sea. Dust dances in rays of light. Bird’s song echoes in my mind. Memories of this once forgotten place float in my mind like a library of time. Night […]

In-between

I open my eyes to a strange sight. All around me are trees when the last time I closed my eyes I was in my bedroom closet hiding from the bad things in my life. I feel the knob of the closet door behind me as I lean against my […]

Imagined Life

It’s late in the evening and I don’t know what’s the meaning of everything. I rush through the hours to get back to my dreaming. I’m overwhelmed by my options, that I have no idea how to accomplish. I’m horny and alone all of my waking moments. Nothing here to […]

Camp Crush

The water is cold. I’m afraid of the deep section. I’m at camp. It’s Summer. I’m afraid of drowning. I’m afraid to jump into the water. I imagine sinking to the bottom. An older boy holds me above the water. He’s attempting to teach me how to swim. I’m cold […]

Remain

We could remain in bed. We could forget the things we’ve said. He pressed against me as the sun rose, he rose, his hands upon my shoulders as he guided himself inside. I’m awake but I continue to pretend to be asleep. Once he finished I open my eyes. He […]

First Night

The hours echo through the house as the clocks ring out in unison as I wander the many passages that form the inner of a very big house. I’m the heir to this kingdom of broken things. A house of forgotten memories. I’ve been here for days but it feels […]

Day

Each day is the same when looking from the same view. I never knew I could have left it all behind. I’m looking forward as the wind blows with the rain falling down. I’m never going back but I don’t know where I’m heading or what I’m going for… Please […]

Imagined

In a dream I walk alone down a street I’ve never been. I go places imagined. I speak with people imagined. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  Watch me […]

Into the Unknown

I’m not shaking. I’m not scared. Things I tell myself as I squeeze through a space barely wide enough to not get stuck. The only light is coming from either ends of a long passage. I’m here in search of my friend. He was here in search of treasure. It […]

The One?

These nights alone make me realize how much I hate being alone. Sometimes I need to feel someone next to me. Alone I feel nothing but pain. I feel weak and isolated like a drop of rain in the ocean but the other drops of water ignore me. I’m fascinated […]

Ordinary

Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever make it beyond where I’ve already been. I’ve seen some bad days. I’ve cried myself to sleep while the world went on without me. I’m not making a list of things I’d never imagined. So many nights spent laughing to hide the pain. I’m […]

Hours today

These hours wasted and nothing to show for the things I’ve done. Time moving on and I’m left wondering what went wrong. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  Watch […]

Anything

I’m not feeling so certain of anything but I’ll keep doing what I’m doing until I find a better way of doing anything. Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker/subscribe Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  […]