I follow the lines in life to these places of distraction wondering where the time has gone. I watch these shows to laugh at lives of pretend, to dream my life could be so real.
Lost in thought I find myself drifting through memories as the time goes by. I am there again living it all again, times too good to forget and times so bad I wish that I could block them out of my memory.
These nights alone I sit and I pray, I long and I dream, but still I remain.
I’ve been thinking about you but I’ve never met you. Are you out there? Looking for me, waiting as I am, for the other to come along. I’ve been thinking about you, I hope you know that I’m patiently waiting for the day we’ll meet for the first time. I […]
In moments I remember those times before. I look back upon seconds out of hours forgetting the other times for those that were pleasant. I do recall strange moments. Standing while a stranger consumed me. What was I thinking? Going through the movements without thinking. A crowded room and I’m […]
Sometimes I think I want to do nothing but then there are times I want to do everything. I wake up to a new day wondering if today will be the day that I begin to live. I’ve been hurt and I’ve given up so often I no longer know […]
My phone is silent, no one to make it break this silence. My heart races as the blood flows down making it harder. I see the images of lust like it’s all that I’m after but there’s more to my longing than a quick one with a stranger. I follow […]
What without words you expressed: your lips part, I feel your intent as you move me. I move my hips as time stops for us. I could remain like this but soon it will be over. Is there more I desire from these moments or am I satisfied closing my […]
A moment revisited from time to time. In my mind I’m there again. I want to be in that moment once again. My fingers move as I imagine being with you once more. It was so long ago but I can still recall the feelings involved. Your mouth was wet […]
If I could be like everyone else would I change everything I am to fit in when no one really fits in? I hear the rain on the roof, the rhythm matches my hands, dreaming of someone imagined to fill the space in my bed to fill the space inside […]
Sometimes the nights are long and everything I desire is but a dream. Sometimes I’m alone at night and I wonder where things went wrong. I can’t express this loss of never having it’s like knowing what’s missing without ever having it from the start. Night becomes day and here […]