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Long Day’s Night

Tonight I am seeking inspiration, words to form in my head, but all I feel like doing is dreaming with my eyes closed instead. The feeling of being creative is strong but so is the desire for sleep when a long day comes to an end.   Please consider the […]

Resist…

Moving against the wind, straining to survive in this World as the forces of evil reign. I can hear the voices of the weak they seek refuge from the storm. I can see the powerful have a grip upon everything as they increase their wealth by the sweat of those […]

Whole Again

I wish I could be so bold in my life but these strings keep me down. I feel the tug to be like someone else when my real self keeps reaching up towards greater heights. I imagine being myself but who am I when these tragedies and lies have shaped […]

Lost

We follow these roads, take chances on the direction we’re headed. We’re uncertain of our destination, we follow anyone when we have nowhere to go in mind.   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/ https://bundle.growsumo.com/JasonWhitaker https://bundle.growsumo.com/jasonwhitaker

Satisfy

The hour comes to me, late at night in my room, with the urge to be aroused when all I really want is to go to bed. Love is Love but have I found it anywhere? I can be alone and satisfy myself but what I really need is someone […]

If You Will Remain

Soft lips under soft light candle light, knowing you’re there.   Moments together yearning for more.   Day ends is there more? can I ever know you know you more?   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/

Ignorance

I can see your ignorance so clear and your hate comes through with every word you wrote. You think you’re so mighty, a judge over everything, you think you’re unsinkable but you’re a fake. How easy it is to write about something you know nothing about. Keep your ignorance to […]

On My Own

Today I woke up, alone again, not knowing where to begin. Who can I go to when I need someone? I’m here alone, wondering what to do, wondering if I will fail when I try to be more than I was yesterday. Will you help me? Today I wonder how […]

Awake and Hopeful

I woke from a dream not knowing if it was real, open my eyes to realise I was dreaming the entire time. I could say I regret but life happened and all you have are memories. I have a telephone but no one ever calls me, I’m alone on this […]

Who Cares?

It’s raining outside my window, darkness all around me, night has come once again and dreams will soon find me. My head is heavy with burdens, does anyone care? I find these times alone, times when I have nothing but thinking to do to be times of strong emotions as […]

Memories

If you can hear me, when I say I need you, will you remember me when I’m no longer with you? Someday my memories, all of my days and nights, will be forgotten like so many before me. I wonder if I’m wasting these precious hours seeking something I shall […]

Writing

It’s late I know but here I am waiting for stuff to download. I’m thinking of how I feel so tired but I want nothing more than to keep going as though I don’t feel so bad. At times like these, I need to go to bed, and these feelings […]

Again

Last words for another day, will I be so bold and say what’s on my mind? I’m gay if you don’t already know. I suck cock and guys suck mine as well. I’ve had sex as if you could tell by looking at me. Am I ashamed of these things? […]

I dream of Love

I dream of days that will never be, I dream of people I’ll never know. Sometimes I say words no one will ever hear, sometimes I think: why am I here? It’s not easy to explain, the many things that I am. I can be sweet and I can be […]

Day to Day

These times are tougher, wondering what tomorrow will bring, tougher than most days but these aren’t your typical days. My emotions are mixed, I want to be alone but I want to have a boyfriend to hold me at night. These times I imagine being next to him, I could […]

These Nights

These nights are long dreaming of a life different, uncertain of how to find a way to change everything. I follow each day to the end, dawn to dusk I rise to lay my head back down again. I could pretend I know where I’m going but what is certain […]

Lingering

Lingering on a moment, images flashing, I cannot forget what happened both good and bad in my life. I have spoken the words to express my story but does anyone care about the things I’ve experienced? Hurt and broken am I, waiting to be mended but all I find is […]

Conclusions

I can feel myself longing for sleep as my mind races, so many thoughts so few hours to dream of things to come. I imagine a future, better than the present, waiting for me to come to the right conclusions.  

Seeking After

I take the Red, watching people sometimes, wasting time as above me now people live their lives. The sound of an approaching train, The sounds of people all around, we rush as the doors part, as strangers on a train we leave here for somewhere. We’re all going somewhere, different […]