A song stuck in my head, over and over again, and it keeps me going on as the words flow from me like so long ago. I wish that I could make things like they were before but time keeps us moving forward. Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 […]
Imagine empty, something waiting to be more than nothing. We create out of nothing characters and worlds of drama and comedy. We string together words to form dialogue, for actors to breath life into. We see scenes before the first words are written. We create story where once was a […]
If you can hear me, when I say I need you, will you remember me when I’m no longer with you? Someday my memories, all of my days and nights, will be forgotten like so many before me. I wonder if I’m wasting these precious hours seeking something I shall […]
Somewhere inside of my head memories float out of reach, Sometimes I find bits and fragments of something lost within. Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker http://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo
Phone ringing reminds me of a time long gone. I think of how it was and it makes me sad within, but I’m always sad somewhere inside. Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker http://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo
It’s late I know but here I am waiting for stuff to download. I’m thinking of how I feel so tired but I want nothing more than to keep going as though I don’t feel so bad. At times like these, I need to go to bed, and these feelings […]
Last words for another day, will I be so bold and say what’s on my mind? I’m gay if you don’t already know. I suck cock and guys suck mine as well. I’ve had sex as if you could tell by looking at me. Am I ashamed of these things? […]
I dream of days that will never be, I dream of people I’ll never know. Sometimes I say words no one will ever hear, sometimes I think: why am I here? It’s not easy to explain, the many things that I am. I can be sweet and I can be […]
Rain on my roof, nothing to do but think of you but there’s no you to think about. I look at myself, I thought I knew who I was those years ago but now I see that I never knew everything. Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: […]
It’s late in the evening, I’m thinking of leaving, but there’s nothing for me out there beyond the dreams. I like to be more than imaginary, these feelings so real I’m about to be real. Have you seen my anatomy? What words would you say to describe the parts of […]
I’m patiently waiting, I have what you want, ask and you will find what I’ll show you. Let’s not play, I have a nice one so let’s see what we can do with it. We have options, no reason to stop, on your lips I can feel that this is […]
It’s me again trying to be me since when, not ashamed to admit my needs when I write about my lack of sex in my life. Memories are fine but being on my own these memories only remind me of the absence in my life. Please consider the Following: […]
With fading dreams I awake, wondering if today will be different from the many before this one. I dream of a stranger, someone unknown to me now but someday we won’t be strangers anymore. Hello, I’ve been thinking of you often, wondering what those future days would be like when […]
As I begin to drift, sleep begins to take me to places unknown to me. I live a vivid life while my eyes are closed. I meet so many people while asleep but when I’m awake I’m alone most of the hours of the day waiting to dream again.
Sky is full of stars, memories fill me as I long to be somewhere other than here. I’m in my room, though in my mind I’m thousands of miles somewhere else. Images fill my head, my heart quickens its pace. I think of them, their names long since gone from […]
I close my eyes to the night, dreams welcome me like my only friend, I close my eyes to what’s real for what’s in my head. I could remain in my dreams, forget the sorrow of the solitude, but none of those memories are true it’s only make believe.
Summer sky heat is high, shorts are low and the tide is coming in. We sit beneath a vacant sky sun like a fierce smile looking down at me, sand everywhere like places you may not see.
I was so eager, the conversation we had now only a blur of random words. I wanted you, in the living room. You told me to take it slow but I needed your everything. Alone we were in my apartment, I was nervous as I tasted you for the first […]
These times are tougher, wondering what tomorrow will bring, tougher than most days but these aren’t your typical days. My emotions are mixed, I want to be alone but I want to have a boyfriend to hold me at night. These times I imagine being next to him, I could […]
These nights are long dreaming of a life different, uncertain of how to find a way to change everything. I follow each day to the end, dawn to dusk I rise to lay my head back down again. I could pretend I know where I’m going but what is certain […]