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Remain

I’m not going anywhere anytime soon. I’m remaining just where I am ‘cause where I am is the easiest place to be. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  Watch me […]

The Book

I’ve seen the book before sitting on the far back shelf of the library. I’ve seen the title and the dusty spine of a book completely ignored by all but me. I noticed it and removed it from the shelf on the one day I was not in the mood […]

Strangers

I’ve been waiting for you from the other side of the room. Smoke fills the air as the band warms up for the show. I hear your voice in my mind telling me to let you go but I know better. Roaming through the memories of those sweet times together […]

Alone

Bittersweet. Fragrance of something I once recalled. Sweet and sour. Addictive. Random words to say nothing and everything. Kiss my tip. Wet your mouth. I feel and I need. Lonely days. Passing through time like an explorer looking for places that never existed. Fingers stretched out. Lips pressed together. In […]

Places

I find shelter from the storm. In his arms I find I forget my troubles. Late nights on Greyhound watching the next city appear on the horizon. Drifting to sleep as the bus pulls out again. Into the darkness I peer into the vast empty of countryside. A house with […]

A Place of Fantasy

Giants in the clouds, mine trolls b beneath the ground, and water trolls under bridges. Sunflowers as giant as cars and elephants the size of cats and dogs. A city in the sky, a river beneath the ground, and mountains all around with towers and castles guarding sacred passes through […]

All the Time

I’ve been waiting, and watching the sun through my window. These days are strange as I’ve been following the news trying to decipher what exactly is happening. There’s no time to waste, I’ve got places to dream and plans to sleep through. No boyfriend so I do it all myself […]

Remember

Stacks of books create the walls of a fort with blankets forming a canvas above. We crawl through. We find ourselves in the middle of the day alone together. We lay together on our backs as we laugh at our efforts surrounding us. Your fingers linger above my chest. I […]

Touching Hands

I begin wondering how I will make it through this hour. The pages open before me now with questions I’m beginning to doubt whether or not I know the answers. My friend gave me the correct answers just prior to the start but my heart skips a beat each time […]

Alone

I wake up alone but when have I ever not been alone? http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh  gf.me/u/zngxxz  Watch me Live each night on my Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuZxvV2KZgC8nkSHYtUoAkQ https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker http://paypal.me/jason29171 https://www.tiktok.com/@jason29171 […]

Dreams Begin

I stare out into the empty of my back yard. I hear the wind blowing at the edges of the window as though it’s a whisper. A conversation in my mind. I’m standing, at this hour of night, in my small kitchen because I can’t sleep. I live alone so […]

Rain Falling Down

Have you ever seen the rain falling down from blocks away waiting for the clouds to come your way? I woke up with fragments of dream on my mind. I dreamt of past dreams in my dream this morning like nostalgic dreams. I felt alone in my dreams surrounded by […]

Different

Each day I wake up not knowing how I’ll make it to the end of the day. Night comes again just the same as every other. I feel like I’m in a rotating door, each day feels the same, each night I look back wondering how was today different from […]