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The headlines are depressing, my life is not what I would have expected. I sit here thinking of choices made, wondering about my choices I will make. Tired and alone, horny but don’t want to do anything by myself. The hour is late, I wonder if I will ever date. […]

Past and Future

These nights I’m alone wishing I were not, I can remember those times before but what are memories when you’re on your own? I miss that touch, I miss the kissing, I can imagine those times we did so much. Now, alone in my room, I dream of being with […]

Time Drifting

I feel time moving, as days become weeks and weeks become years and years are forgotten except for the rarest of moments that remain in our memory. We sat rising into the the night sky this water ride we were on, talking as we looked over the side of the […]

Eyes Open

I could close my eyes, dream while I’m awake, I could shake the tree of memories of the dried out leaves of regret and suffering. Do you hear me now? I’m here shouting aloud. I need more than kind words. I hope you’ll understand if I don’t always say the […]


Lingering on a moment, images flashing, I cannot forget what happened both good and bad in my life. I have spoken the words to express my story but does anyone care about the things I’ve experienced? Hurt and broken am I, waiting to be mended but all I find is […]

Times Alone Thinking

In my times alone I think so often of times gone, what could I have done differently, these choices we made were made but now we’re uncertain if we were right in the choosing to do things the way we did. I have met so many people, some have died […]


I’m not certain but I think I’m horny, maybe I am most of the time, but it’s hard to ignore these feelings. You may think it’s wrong to want to not be alone but it’s not easy being solo when it comes to these emotions.  


I can feel myself longing for sleep as my mind races, so many thoughts so few hours to dream of things to come. I imagine a future, better than the present, waiting for me to come to the right conclusions.  

Lost in Memory

Lost in thought I find myself drifting through memories as the time goes by. I am there again living it all again, times too good to forget and times so bad I wish that I could block them out of my memory.  

When We Meet

I’ve been thinking about you but I’ve never met you. Are you out there? Looking for me, waiting as I am, for the other to come along. I’ve been thinking about you, I hope you know that I’m patiently waiting for the day we’ll meet for the first time. I […]

Those Times

In moments I remember those times before. I look back upon seconds out of hours forgetting the other times for those that were pleasant. I do recall strange moments. Standing while a stranger consumed me. What was I thinking? Going through the movements without thinking. A crowded room and I’m […]


Sometimes I think I want to do nothing but then there are times I want to do everything. I wake up to a new day wondering if today will be the day that I begin to live. I’ve been hurt and I’ve given up so often I no longer know […]

Burning Desire

My phone is silent, no one to make it break this silence. My heart races as the blood flows down making it harder. I see the images of lust like it’s all that I’m after but there’s more to my longing than a quick one with a stranger. I follow […]


What without words you expressed: your lips part, I feel your intent as you move me. I move my hips as time stops for us. I could remain like this but soon it will be over. Is there more I desire from these moments or am I satisfied closing my […]

Something More

A moment revisited from time to time. In my mind I’m there again. I want to be in that moment once again. My fingers move as I imagine being with you once more. It was so long ago but I can still recall the feelings involved. Your mouth was wet […]

Linger, Today

If I could be like everyone else would I change everything I am to fit in when no one really fits in? I hear the rain on the roof, the rhythm matches my hands, dreaming of someone imagined to fill the space in my bed to fill the space inside […]


If those hours were to fade away like a bad dream gone would I feel the same about everything? Could we remove the bad and still have all of the good times we’ve had? I consider so many things from my past as wasted hours but would I be the […]


Sometimes the nights are long and everything I desire is but a dream. Sometimes I’m alone at night and I wonder where things went wrong. I can’t express this loss of never having it’s like knowing what’s missing without ever having it from the start. Night becomes day and here […]