Tag: #words

• Days Gone

  Phone ringing reminds me of a time long gone. I think of how it was and it makes me sad within, but I’m always sad somewhere inside.   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker http://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 8, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #emotions, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #past, #poem, #words, #writer, poetry

• Writing

  It’s late I know but here I am waiting for stuff to download. I’m thinking of how I feel so tired but I want nothing more than to keep going as though I don’t feel so bad. At times like these, I need to go to bed, and these feelings deep within will soon go…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 8, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #past, #poem, #purpose, #words, #writer, poetry

• Again

  Last words for another day, will I be so bold and say what’s on my mind? I’m gay if you don’t already know. I suck cock and guys suck mine as well. I’ve had sex as if you could tell by looking at me. Am I ashamed of these things? No, I’m not and I…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 7, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #cock, #depression, #dick, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry

• I dream of Love

  I dream of days that will never be, I dream of people I’ll never know. Sometimes I say words no one will ever hear, sometimes I think: why am I here? It’s not easy to explain, the many things that I am. I can be sweet and I can be not so nice at times.…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 7, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #cock, #depression, #dick, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry

• Everything

  Rain on my roof, nothing to do but think of you but there’s no you to think about. I look at myself, I thought I knew who I was those years ago but now I see that I never knew everything.   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker http://filmmakerjasonwhit.wixsite.com/photo

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 7, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #boyfriend, #emotions, #fantasy, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #lover, #past, #poem, #words, #writer, poetry

• Anymore

  It’s late in the evening, I’m thinking of leaving, but there’s nothing for me out there beyond the dreams. I like to be more than imaginary, these feelings so real I’m about to be real. Have you seen my anatomy? What words would you say to describe the parts of my anatomy? I’ve been given…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 6, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #boyfriend, #cock, #dick, #emotions, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #oral, #poem, #sex, #words, #writer, poetry

• Wait and See

  I’m patiently waiting, I have what you want, ask and you will find what I’ll show you. Let’s not play, I have a nice one so let’s see what we can do with it. We have options, no reason to stop, on your lips I can feel that this is real. Do we need a…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 6, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #boyfriend, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #lover, #oral, #poem, #sex, #words, #writer, poetry

• Absent

  It’s me again trying to be me since when, not ashamed to admit my needs when I write about my lack of sex in my life. Memories are fine but being on my own these memories only remind me of the absence in my life.   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 5, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #lover, #memory, #oral, #poem, #sex, #words, #writer, poetry

• Someday

  With fading dreams I awake, wondering if today will be different from the many before this one. I dream of a stranger, someone unknown to me now but someday we won’t be strangers anymore. Hello, I’ve been thinking of you often, wondering what those future days would be like when my solitude would end. I…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 5, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #fantasy, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #lover, #oral, #sex, #words, #writer, poetry

• Dreaming

  As I begin to drift, sleep begins to take me to places unknown to me. I live a vivid life while my eyes are closed. I meet so many people while asleep but when I’m awake I’m alone most of the hours of the day waiting to dream again.  

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 5, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #poem, #words, #writer, poetry

• Remember

  Sky is full of stars, memories fill me as I long to be somewhere other than here. I’m in my room, though in my mind I’m thousands of miles somewhere else. Images fill my head, my heart quickens its pace. I think of them, their names long since gone from my memory. If I could…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 4, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #depression, #emotions, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #SC, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry

• Close

  I close my eyes to the night, dreams welcome me like my only friend, I close my eyes to what’s real for what’s in my head. I could remain in my dreams, forget the sorrow of the solitude, but none of those memories are true it’s only make believe.  

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 4, 2019

  poetry, Uncategorized

  #Dreams, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #poem, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry

• Summer

  Summer sky heat is high, shorts are low and the tide is coming in. We sit beneath a vacant sky sun like a fierce smile looking down at me, sand everywhere like places you may not see.

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 1, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #beach, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #Ocean, #poem, #sand, #Summer, #Sun, #Tide, #words, #writer, poetry

• You

  I was so eager, the conversation we had now only a blur of random words. I wanted you, in the living room. You told me to take it slow but I needed your everything. Alone we were in my apartment, I was nervous as I tasted you for the first time you were uncircumcised. You…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 30, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #emotions, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #memory, #oral, #past, #sex, #words, #writer, poetry

• Day to Day

  These times are tougher, wondering what tomorrow will bring, tougher than most days but these aren’t your typical days. My emotions are mixed, I want to be alone but I want to have a boyfriend to hold me at night. These times I imagine being next to him, I could feel him next to me…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 30, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #depression, #emotions, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #memory, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry

• These Nights

  These nights are long dreaming of a life different, uncertain of how to find a way to change everything. I follow each day to the end, dawn to dusk I rise to lay my head back down again. I could pretend I know where I’m going but what is certain is that nothing is certain…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 30, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #emotions, #images, #LGBT, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry

• Those Darkest of Hours

  In the dark hours, times of low and sorrow I hear his voice shattering my silence. I want to kill his memories, forget the time I spent captive. I’ve been broken, those words spoken are still roaming my head like smoke filling a room of memory. You watched me in the shower, you watched me…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 28, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #abuse, #captive, #depression, #emotions, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #hate, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #sex, #words, #writer, poetry

• Living Room Scene

  It’s been some time since those times, on your knees at me feet you consumed me. I see you sometimes, Sunday morning, and I remember those hours. I can feel your mouth take me inside as my mind drifted. I can remember those times and I think I want it again but I don’t know…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 28, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #emotions, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #SC, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry

• Hello Stranger

  Hello Stranger, insert your name here. Not that I hate you or love you but what we had was just a moment. I remember those times but I don’t remember all of you. You pointed down and told me you wanted it after saying you were not about it. You took my hand, such a…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 28, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #emotions, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #masturbation, #memory, #oral, #past, #poem, #SC, #sex, #SouthCarolina, #words, #writer, poetry

• Aware

  Somewhere in these words, the many things I’ve said and written, you could find me. I hate to repeat myself, but I will as long as required, so I tell you I need you. I don’t know who you are, we may have met but I’m still unaware of your significance.  

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 28, 2019

  poetry, writing

  #emotions, #GayWriter, #identity, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #poem, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #words, poetry