Tag: #YA

• Change

  Hello bittersweet days I’ve been waiting so long for you to be over. I’m in a place between what was and could be but I’m uncertain about the next steps towards the change for the better. You wake up not knowing what today could bring you and you keep on going though you don’t know…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 9, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Kissing the snake

  I floated alone on the river alongside the banks were towns protruding from the trees like subtle reminders that I haven’t left it all behind. I take out my snake while he whispers words to me. I feel the rush as he pulls me closer into his arms. My snake dances as his lips touch…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  August 6, 2021

  Fiction, poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Thorns

  It’s late again and I’m still wide awake wishing I could have another chance to find true love. He said no and I gave up hope. I’ve never had anyone to share my life with and it doesn’t seem to be a possibility for me someday. I catch my breath from the vivid dreams. I…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 28, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Me

  I start the day with hope but I don’t know how long it will take me. I’m alone in my struggles. I keep silent because no one hears me. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://www.danscomp.com/fit-bike-co-2021-str-bmx-bike-lg-20.75-toptube-light-pink-29-r2-str-lg-lp/p-5uqrszeqtmqeqage Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh …

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 15, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Struggles

  I could be famous now but what I really need is someone to hold me at night. I’m alone dreaming of a life fuller and more satisfying than this one but things of life keep me down, they keep me down. Are things getting better because I still don’t see a chance for me that…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 14, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Answers

  I’m in the middle of a waking dream when I realize I’m always alone when awake. I’ve got no one to share my time with. It’s another day of staring at a computer screen, I feel hopeless not knowing what to do. I feel the pressure of so many choices weighing down upon my shoulders…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 14, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #ShortStory, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Not Wanted

  I wake up to a new day wondering how I’ll get through these hours. I’m alone dreaming of a better life but in these struggles of life I’m on my own. I’m adrift, miles from safe harbor, miles from comfort in being myself. I just don’t know how to make it through these hours wanting…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 13, 2021

  poetry, writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #cock, #depression, #dick, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #friends, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #Kissing, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #loveisLove, #lover, #memory, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #youngadult, poetry, writing

• You

  Sometimes I think of you and the moments we shared and I wish I could go back and be more in the moment when I was trapped in finding my identity. It’s been so long and I’ve always thought of you, so many people I’ve met on this journey. If you read this and recall…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 12, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #emotions, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #memory, #past, #poem, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #WestHollywood, #words, #writer, #YA, #youngadult, poetry, writing

• Day

  Have you seen the days pass like there’s nothing else to do but watch the hours from your bedroom? I feel the weight of life as I try to live day to day. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://www.danscomp.com/fit-bike-co-2021-str-bmx-bike-lg-20.75-toptube-light-pink-29-r2-str-lg-lp/p-5uqrszeqtmqeqage Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 12, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #California, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #memory, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #youngadult, poetry, writing

• Life dreaming

  I’m not ready for anything. These hours I spend dreaming of a better life wasted on dreaming when I’m not one of those people that’s given opportunities in life. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://www.danscomp.com/fit-bike-co-2021-str-bmx-bike-lg-20.75-toptube-light-pink-29-r2-str-lg-lp/p-5uqrszeqtmqeqage Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon: http://patreon.com/jason29171 Please read my writing on my Patreon and these sites: http://patreon.com/jason29171 https://www.wattpad.com/user/FJasonWhitaker https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/  GoFundMe: gf.me/u/zngibh …

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 10, 2021

  writing

  #Boys, #depression, #Dreams, #fantasy, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #poem, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #youngadult, poetry, writing

• Stuck

  Sometimes. Sometimes is now. I’m stranded alone wishing I could find a way to change the circumstances of my life. Sometimes I feel trapped in my depression and anxiety. Wishing I could do more but I fear failure so I give up before I try. http://threadbeast.refr.cc/K2TGJ8G https://www.danscomp.com/fit-bike-co-2021-str-bmx-bike-lg-20.75-toptube-light-pink-29-r2-str-lg-lp/p-5uqrszeqtmqeqage Please continue reading this blog on my Patreon:…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 10, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #Boys, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #fantasy, #gaypoem, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #youngadult, poetry, writing

• Alone

  Sometimes I wake up alone after strange dreams and I feel like I’ve been somewhere but I’ve not been out of my room for days now. I feel it in my bones, a need to be elsewhere, but here is all I have for now. I miss so much that’s gone and I have no…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 6, 2021

  writing

  #Alone, #boyfriend, #Boys, #cock, #depression, #drama, #Dreams, #emotions, #fantasy, #FlashFiction, #friends, #gaypoem, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #GenderQueer, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #LosAngeles, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #memory, #music, #night, #oral, #past, #poem, #purpose, #SC, #sex, #songs, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult, Fiction, poetry, writing

• Memory

  

  Have you ever watched a movie or read a book and half way through had this feeling that you have already read or watched it before? Sometimes I feel that way about my life. I stand in a field where a house once stood. I can see the walls that once were. I can look…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  May 30, 2020

  Fiction, writing

  #fiction, #FlashFiction, #GayWriter, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #past, #ShortStory, #ShortStorySeries, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult

• Tree to Nowhere #1

  I woke up in a strange land surrounded by nothing familiar. I followed a stranger to this place I first thought I had imagined. I followed through a door in that tree down into the ground and up out the other side. I don’t know where things turned upside down. I thought this was a…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  April 19, 2020

  Fiction, writing

  #fantasy, #fiction, #FlashFiction, #GayWriter, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #SC, #SERIES, #ShortStory, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult

• Ghost #1

  They said it was sudden. They said many things meant to make me feel better. I wanted nothing to do with their good intentions. I wanted to be alone. No one tells you the truth when your dad dies. They want to make you feel better. In truth they want to make themselves feel better.…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  April 17, 2020

  Fiction, writing

  #GayWriter, #Ghost, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #SC, #SERIES, #ShortStory, #ShortStorySeries, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult

• The Letter not meant to be opened

  Morning? Can I go back to bed and skip today? I find no excuse for missing school. I mean I could pretend to be sick but the last time I pretended to be sick my mom decided to take me for a doctor’s visit. My reason for wanting to skip this day and maybe more…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  April 14, 2020

  Fiction, writing

  #boyfriend, #Boys, #fiction, #FlashFiction, #GayWriter, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #sex, #ShortStory, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult

• LAte Night Writing

  It’s late and my mind wanders, with each passing second, from one thing to another. Random. It’s like I’m searching for something that I can care about but all I find are useless things. I guess I should write something. This paper will not write itself. I like to write. I write whenever I have…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  April 14, 2020

  Fiction, writing

  #fiction, #FlashFiction, #GayWriter, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #SC, #ShortStory, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, #youngadult

• Short Stories

  I am posting short stories to my Patreon…   Please consider the Following: https://crowdrise.com/dashboard/fjasonwhitaker/videoproductionequipment https://www.linkedin.com/in/jason-whitaker-6234b87 https://teespring.com/stores/f-jason-whitaker-photography http://patreon.com/jason29171 Podcast: https://anchor.fm/f-jason-whitaker https://www.fjasonphoto.com/ https://fjasonwhitakerwriter.com/

  jasonwhitaker29171

  July 1, 2019

  Fiction, writing

  #boyfriend, #cock, #comedy, #depression, #drama, #emotions, #fantasy, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #hate, #identity, #images, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #lover, #masturbation, #music, #past, #sex, #ShortStory, #story, #Summer, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction

• Once Upon a Memory

  When I close my eyes I remember the beginning. The scars remain but so do the memories. I’m told that things will get better but memories are not as easy to heal. The lights are off in his house. I can hear the rest of his family asleep throughout the house. I’m sleeping on the…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 27, 2019

  Fiction, writing

  #boyfriend, #fantasy, #gaysex, #GayWriter, #identity, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #love, #lover, #sex, #ShortStory, #SouthCarolina, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction

• New Home

  I stare into the sky as I wonder why things have come to this, alone on a bus heading to a stranger’s house, and I close my eyes to it all and I dream. In my dreams I have a family. In my dreams I’m not an outsider. I open my eyes to a harsh…

  jasonwhitaker29171

  June 27, 2019

  Uncategorized, writing

  #GayWriter, #LGBT, #LGBTWriter, #ShortStory, #SouthCarolina, #story, #West Columbia, #words, #writer, #YA, #YAfiction, Fiction